goin back to skool soon cum makin a wish

long time no blog ................ quite boring nowadays .............. pimple keep poppin out ............ so sad ............ anyway i alread very ...... very ----............. dun wan to say out tat word ...... tat y no boys wan to look at mi ............. so sad .............. no boys lei ................... i am goin to make my 2006 changes ....... yes ............ to make a better mi ..............

1. make all MY pimples and blackhead gone 4 eva
2. find a boy tat lik mi
3. mak my result go up ( hope all subjects get A1)...........(fat hope)
4. to save more money in my bank
5. to help wheneva i can in GB
6. to mak more and more friends

tat all cuz next year is 2006 ..... 6 .............. hahaz .............

stayin mrs tay

..... ma ee ya hi ..........ma ee ya ho ........ma ee ya ha ha ......... juz watch chicken little .......... quite oki ............... a bit borin to mi ............ mayb to old liao ............ hahaz ............. ya stay at mrs tay yesterday .............. long time no c her ........... she kept sayin tat we very bad ............ neve visit her .................. not we dun wan ............. its juz we scare she busy ................... only lik tat wat ............ we didn reali sleep .............. wait til 12 pm ............. we very hungry liao ........... so we eat supper ........... biscuit and can soup .................... then all four of us talk .............. then until 1 topic ............ mrs tay kept askin whether liying lik xi han or not .... and she ..........confess tat ....
LI YING LIKE XI HAN ....
it meant to b a sercet .......... but .....but ...... sorri ........ i very san ba 1 ........... sori ...........anywa...........they seem to b a good couple .................... as for mi ............ stil dun seem to lik any1 ......so......so i will wait ..... wait for my price charming.......... wait ...........wait ...... he wil come one day ................ or mayb its a she ..........hahz ........lol ............bb

hmwork

blossy..... tis is how i do ...... dun kno whether correct or not but ..... ya tis is reali how i do...
yue..du...bao..gao..
title:
author:
sumary:
what i think:

tat all ....

wearin the brace

... very tired....... not bcuz i go out ......... but bcuz of the brace ........... dammm wat la ......... hot and hard ................. but ............ can't help ............... first day ................. muz get use to it ........ went to a lot of place ................ to buy many things ............... i wan MP3 ............... muz save money .............yes i will .................. by next yr feb ............... i muz hav 1 ................... 512 MB ........... stylish and cool ................ yeah ............. eat sushi today .............. yum.yum ..........yummy ................ eat until so fulll........................ then buy gift for all my old friends .................... owe them all birthday presents ..........hahaz ............. stil got christmas party .................... can't wait ............. oki tat all .....bb
DANG-OH ROX

dang-oh pillow

yeah.....yeah....... i love dang-oh........ i goin to receive my dang-oh pillow soon...... yeah .......yeah.....

got new star

....... watch harry potter last sat......... veri nice .......... add alot of things .......... mak it soooo romance............ hahaz.............. i lik ........... i wan the VCD ............... hahaz ................ now lik 1 new star ............... not any1 in harry potter movie ............. anyway .............. i wil not lik some1 who canno speak chniese 1................ ya ......................he is quite cute ............. but dun kno how old is he........... hi is veri veri cute ................ i mean i stil lik ming dao but........... he is 80% ............. tis star is 20% .............. but anyway ming dao stil ROX the whole world ............hahaz......... lol......... bb

do some survey

borin life so..... do some survey
1.Whose picture is it that you keep in your wallet?
Many many. Mingdao, neoprints
2. What time do you usually go to bed?
Around 10pm.
3. What was the last thing you did before filling this survey?
Went to play neopet
4. Who are the people you always meet the most?
Family members. Duh.
5. Who's the person you're gonna call if you need help?
Hahaz........ I dunno. ........Police??
6. What's on your mind right now?
MING DAO
7. Who's number on your speed dials?
Mother and father
8. With whom do you wanna be to have fun?
All my ppl i kno
9. What movie do u wanna watch now?
Harry Potter GOF.: and Juz lik heaven
10. When was the last time you went out?
My sis
11. Who do you hate the most for now?
My bro and many more ....
12. When was the first time you slept alone?
Dun think it ever happened.
13. What do you wanna do for now?
Kill my bro
14. What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep?
Sing and think of MING DAO
15. What could piss you off?
act act ppl
16. Are you an animal lover?
of cours
17. Colors that make you happy?
PInk
18. Most fav thing in your room?
My bed
19. What was the last thing you bought for your room?
MING DAO poster
20. Any instruments in your room?
My voice box.
21. Can you cook?
I can cook instant noodles and sunny-side-up
22. Miss someone?
MING DAO
23. Plan to buy something?
Yes.( dang-oh pillow,the wangzibianqingwa ring,mp3 player , new wallet.......)
24. Are you satisfied with your life now?
Its ok.
25. Do you like seafood?
ok. cuz cannot eat
26. Breakfast or dinner?
Depends on whether it is a school day.
27. What do you usually eat for breakfast?
Food.
28. Did you eat breakfast today?
Cup noodles
29. Do you recycle?
Maybe.
30. Do you have a laptop?
Not so rich la
31. What's your favorite fast food?
Many( fries food)
32. Cats or dogs?
Dogs
33. Salty or sweet?
BOTH
34. City or country?
Both are ok.
35. How do you prefer to spend your holiday?
No homework. More sleep. Less naggin
36. Is kissing normal for your age?
I dun think so for kids in Singapore.
37. Are you athletic?
Yes
38. Do you swear?
No
39. Would you ditch your friends for a date?
Haha. No. Cos the date will probably only be with friends.
40. Do you have your own cell phone?
Yes( who now dun hav)
41.what do you wear to bed?
T-shirt and shorts. Usually.
42. Ever had a crush on a teacher?
No. Got generation gap.
43. Coke or pepsi?
pepsi
44. Sugar or spice?
Sugar.
45. Can you use chopsticks?
Yes.
46. Do you like to read for pleasure?
Fanfic and love story and idol story
47. Do you care about getting good grades?
Ok lah. I would prefer to get good grades. Duh.
48.Have u ever fallen sleep in class?
Almost.
49. Get a job or ask your parents for money?
Ask ur parent for money ( more practical...i m too young)
50. Is your dad strict?
Sometimes
51. Do your parents give you enough privacy?
Ya (except my bro)
52. Do your parents trust you?
Ok i think
53. Would you trade places (in life) with your best friends?
Maybe.
54.Does your best friend get on your nerves?
Yes.
55. Do you tell your mom everything?
I dun like to trouble her and she might not understand
56. What's the first thing you do when you go into the bathroom?
I look into the mirror.
PART 2
1. What have u been doing these past few days?
Holiday hmwork
2. Last movie you watched?
Andy Lau's zai shuo yi ci wo ai ni.
3. Favorite song/s?
Many many many. All chinese (ming dao specially)
4. Favourite tv show?
none
5. What are you planning to do this weekend?
sleep.... onk ..... sleep
6. Do you smoke?
No.
7. Any people in love with you right now?
Maybe. I dunno.
8. Do you prefer SMS or talking on the phone?
Talking. Duh.
9. Are you missing someone right now?
MiNg DaO
10. What are you doing right now?
This.
11. When was the last time you received a text msg?
from jiaying ... i think
12. Ten words that fit you right now?
I think I need to go to the toilet now.
13. Name your best friends.
too many ( liying, alanna, christabel,cheryl chiu........)
14. One person you want to spend the rest of your life with?
MING DAO
15. What were you doing before this?
Playin neopet

piercing my ear boo* boo*

I am thinkin of settin out a fanclub
MING DAO ROX fanclub
but dun reali kno if ppl wan to join
so if these 19/11- 21/11 (three days)
more than 30 ppl tag my board
sayin they wan to join my fanclub
i will set up wit the help of these ppl
so ppl who reali love MING DAO
and think he ROX
pls tag my board
we share common interest
i am reali veri trueful
to everyone
to MING DAO (speacially)

boo* boo* boo* boo* boo* boo* boo* boo* boo* boo* boo* boo* boo* boo* boo* boo* boo* boo*
.... today i go and pierce my ear ........... boo* ........... reali veri pain .............. veri pain loh .......... i scream my head off in the shop .......... all of sudden ...... the shop is empty ........... hahaz .......i scream until no body wan to come to the shop ........ hahaz......... lol ...........hahaz ........... choke*...... sori ...... canot control myself ........... reali .......... feel lik takin BCG ......... reali ......... veri pain at one time ................ then start some giddness ........... veri painful ............ stil pain now ........... veri pain ............. ya went out wit liying .............. she talk bout mahjong all the time ............. but both of us .......same horoscope........ can talk alot ............. alot ............. such our friends and many more ........... but we end off early ............ bout 1 ........... course ....... early in the morin ........ muz come my sis prize givin ....... she got 3rd in her B class .......... my whole family is SOOO proud of her .......... u kno ............veri proud .......... i veri sad ............... i kno i quite stupid la ............. veri stupid la ............ 17 out of 37 ............... veri stupid .......... then ya ............ c alot of teacher............... mrs lye big stomach ............ mrs lim stil long hair ......... and nag alot ............ afer brought present for alanna.... oh ya..... HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALANNA ......... muck*......... plus my birthda kiss ..... hahaz ....... lol ..... tat all for the day ........... oh ya i drink quite alot today .......... mocha , coka cola , bubble tea ...... many more ........... itch* ....... my ear ......... ouch* .......... stil hurt..... bb

nothing to do

been to library to do my holidays hmwork..... reali veri sian ..... tis few day cannot go out cuz no money............ so sian .......... at hm got nothing to do........... except to help daddy and hmwork ...... today daddy dun kno y suddenly so angry ............ hahaz........... early in the morning scream his head off............ hahaz........... at first i thought of the dogs ........... then i realise is the maid ....... aiya she goin hm liao ............. so i dun reali care much bout her ............. her cookin suck........ her attitude suck too .............. she did even sweep my room often ............ but anyway i juz brought my sec 2 textbook ............... ya need to write nqame on it and start workin .......... for sec 2 ...... i believe ........ i can in A band class ............ hahaz......... i think i can .......... hahz ........... anyway ....... a lot of ppl tagged my blog ............ they all lik MING DAO ............ ya ...........cuz he is cute ............ reali wish to know these ppl .............. but they only leave e-mail ............ except for xiao min..... she leave her blog .........hahaz.......... i reali wish to go out wit them ........... since we hav the same hobby .............. lik ming dao........... hahaz ............ somedays i hope ......hahaz....bb

ming dao rox

dun reali feel lik bloggin...... too tired.............. juz eaten flu pill........... feelin not well....... feel lik havin bird flu..... hahaz..... juz feel saying
MING DAO ROX

sian day do sian thing

....... the day juz pass lik tis..... veri sian ..............except for holidays homework ..............nothing to do........... canno say nothing to do ............... but i too lazy to do........... somemore no money......... cano even go out............... so sian.................. then at night ............... they come............. say wat i last time got tell them i dun hav school shoes............. pls loh........... i hav three pairs of school shoes............ juz tat i only lik one of them ........... ya so i brought many shoes yesterday............. bout 2 so-call school shoes and 1 shoes.............. then brought a lot of vcd............lik zhen ming tian yu...............dun kno something lik tat.............. all free .................so-call free.............. when i grow up muz pay back 1................. hahaz............lik to give them monthly allowance...............ya .......... they are my god-parents la............... quite crazy.................1 pair of shoes muz over 100 over dallors or else they dun buy............. in the end buy 1 pair of nike "school shoes" ......hahaz they crazy liao.......hahz ............ i also crazy liao...........bb

so-called big day

ya.................went to make my brace........................cannot not get anything.....................i mean the brace..........................the doctor said i m in good condition....................mean mine is 2o degree.............. the worst is 40 degree....................so is quite oki la...........................stil feelin...........sleepy and sad.........................first canno go to class outin...................next need to do hmwork.....................ya ............somemore........................i need to wait for three weeks to get my brace....................so damm wat la.... ...........hahz. ...................sleep.................onk. ................onk ..........onk ...................bb

the so-call big day is comin

stil feel lik sleepin ...............hahaz...............i think i am goin to turn into a BIG FAT PIG liao............... hahz....................now is monday................veri early monday................but let pretend it is sunday..............ya...........so now is sunday.................sunday................sunday oki...............not monday anymore......................remenber is sunday..........................ya went for sun yan zi autograph wit li ying......................stand dun kno lik how long.................. first time in my life...........first time...................... i feel so short................muz jump here and tere..............juz to c her.....................ya get her autograph...................hahz............i am damm du la.................. when she giv the album back.................i am lik starin at her..................hahaz.............ya veri late then reach home....................today.............sunday......................skippin..................we dun reali lik to skip wit coach so we "skip"....................i mean we ran away but anyway........................we brought the rope so we can play.............yeah...................ya then i play warcraft..................... cheat all the way............wit tis funny funny code...................whosyourdaddy..................hahaz...............so funny la...............i even try whosmymummy....................hahaz....................the so-call big day is comin............i am goin wear tat thing....................... the doctor said i quite lucky.................cuz need to wear only for 3 or4 years.................unlik some ppl younger than mi................has been wearin tat since young..................but no much different to mi...............hahaz.................but i reali veri scare tat i canno do alot of things...............and ppl wil laugh at mi................... but its lik quite oki wat.......................unlik those disable................i am at least healthy..............in some sense.................allergic to seafood..................my face condition...................stil so short.........a lot of thing happen to mi la................but i am oki gal................oki veri late liao.........now bout 12.49am.......gtg .................bb

Forget what lies behind
Always look forward in Life
As there even more test to go
Not to be afraid of it
Go ahead and face it
You will from the mistake
And live your life even BETTER than before

sleepy days

i feel lik a pig nowaday.......................i been sleepin for bout 15 hours liao.....................juz wake up to blog but feel sleepin again......................onk onk................hahz..............talkin bout piggy............... remind mi of someone...................hahaz..................ya................ no one tag mi accept blossy............so sad....................yesterday went wit sis...................get her new passport............... it seem tat she goin tere soon..............i am gonna to miss her alot....................miss her................ but i stil can my mp3...............the mp3 tat she promise mi.................hahaz...........lol.............*choke*....... laugh too hard liao............nothin to do except for homework............... and help my dad................ nag by my mothe yesterda...............nag and nag...............canno stand her...................good thin i neve cry.................cuz suddenly feel lik dun wan to cry............mayb i have grow up................... hahaz..........or isit tat she nag too many time tat i sian liao.............lol.............hahz...........a bit crazy liao..............hahaz...........i mean not she but mi...................let c y she nags.............. cuz tis sat liying and i r goin to sun yan zi autograph .......... bla bla..........somthin lik tat............ strange..........i dun hav her album...............but i stil go...............cuz liying is my best best frien...............she nag tat.......... we r not rich..............wat i may get hurt...............even more my backbone........ so naggin ....... she rathe wan mi to stay at home to help.................hahaz................ i damm bor at home loh.....................then she go on and on................ neve mind dun care bout her la.............i soon or late wil go crazy too...............haha...........

i am a typical aquarius gal
used to think tat
when help someone
she or he wil help u one day
but i learn tat
it does not matter
whethe she or he wil help u back
but its matter wat u do to he or her
wat reali matter is did u did it out of your heart
i used to think tat everythin is tere for a purpose
but i foun out out not everythin is tere for a purpose
ppl may say to b friendly to u
but actual fact they dun reali lik u at all
its lik u got some sort things they wan
tat y they wan to talk to u
in pri skool i wil should tell every of my frien bout tis
and they wil help mi
but now its totally different
i kept it in my heart cuz i suddenly found out tat
the more u think other care bout u
the more foolish u r
tere is no one to take care of u
but it is u who hav to take care of urself
and i kno tat
i muz help other even if tat help does not repay
i muz b friendly to everyon
cuz i am juz a typical aquarius gal

twinnies birthday

twinnies birthday....................ya hav to celebrate for her...................went out wit jia ying,her and "EXTRA"...................karina la...................neve meet him before................stil dare to ask him out...........................then see he not veri up to standard...............tryin to shoo him away.............at first he reali go liao...................but i tell karina to call him back...........not bcuz i lik him or wat..........it juz lik veri mean to call some1 out and then u dun seem to lik tat some1 but u dun tell him..................so ya.................but he veri fan.................keep followin us.............we lik think how to get rid of him la....................then we chang our plan from sentosa to plaza singapura .......... first we went to the ladies................but he wait for us........fail........next we try to shop every shop...................he stil wait for us...............so "patient".........we went to dark dark arcade..........try hard to get rid of him by playin all the games and not wait for him.....................but stil dun work....... then go and order movie ticket....................wan to watch cello but canno..........midnight show..................so watch all bout love............... veri "funny" movie.................ya actually wan to get rid of him by sayin he did giv money to buy the ticket..............but fail............so we went shoppin...............................next is my plan..............one by one we go out of the shop............all go different direction.............i am last to go........................ sooo he some sort of follow mi but fail.............hahaz......................but i damm clever ..........go in to shop again............bra shop....hahaz............meet karina later.................we r stil escapin..............haven meet jia ying yet..........................but guess who ..............we meet.................my GB senior.............hahz............so funny ...................they dun who am i but some sort of lik know i am the 1 who mic and i scare of each other.......................hahz so fuuny.................finally meet jia ying...............have lunch..........so XX............the lunch i mean ..................we eat at STARBUCK.................in order not to c him............but all these is juz a while ................we saw him later..........not wat we expected..........so we run and run.................run and run.................lik amazin race....................hahaz.............and guess wat we saw................my GB senior again............but tis time different ppl..................hahz..............so damm "lucky" ...........hahaz...........then we go for movie........................the moive...............dun feel lik sayin anythin.....................ya but before i saw another gb SENIOR............hahaz.................ya after the moive.................we pretend to go home ....................and yes we get rid of him...................finally at last.................tired to runnin..................................so damm tired.................ya...........we go arcade agian to play.........but i am broke afer............all the movie.............the lunch..............so i am broke ...............no money to spend.....................ya then prank call some1 usin MY PHONE...............i reali veri broke now..............but tis whole day seem veri fun..................though spend alot of money............... but veri exciting.......................hahaz............so fun....................but veri tired............... the person who they prank is findin mi..............so ma fan.............tis wed mayb goin wit them.................mayb.........................only......................hahaz................ see whether they wan to go or not................cuz.............i seem veri extra with them too.....................hahz...............bb

start of holiday

ya...............holiday r startin.....................ya............a lot of thing to do.....................juz clear my messy messy table...............now stil got skippin................holidays hmwork............... need to help my dad.................go to library more often................somthin lik tat....................ya lot of things happen...............lik talk to huiwen.................bout a lot of things.....................my twin birthday is comin.......................many more....................can't wait to start the holidays.....................ya........though not sooooooooo excited bout hmwork.................. 8 nov is comin.....................my day is goin to b end soon.....................i mean not goin to die ............but....... feel lik somthin lik tat..............oh ya................i got a NEW schoolbag................it from my bro........he and his big mouth......................he reveal my sercet between my sis and i................... ya..................but i quite happy when he brought mi the bag................it billabong bag...............u kno....................i been savin to get 1..................but stil can't get 1 ..................cuz of my phonebill.........................ya i dun think got anything else ...............ya...............nothing else.........so bb

result or report

Self reflection for Year 2005

ya tis year met a lot of different kind of friend..........................great friend lik christabel,cheryl,isobel..................good friend lik emily,blossy,wan lin.............................no bad friend.....................but quite ok got a lot..........................meet even more friends at GB .............glenda,joyce,zhen yi,huiling,karlene,fu mei......................many many more.....................learnt many things tis year.................many many...................lik...........friend are not all the same................some friend may pretend to b good to u but .........they dun reali lik u..... of course ...............got good thing lik drill ...................muz preservance...........somthin lik tat............ now i truly believe in................... if u work hard,u wil get wat u wan...................ya ...............many things more.....................know a lot of great great seniors.............lik kimberly,en mei,hui wen,cheryl gan,wan zhen and many many more.........................become more insane too..................used to b mature ................but now love to act cute...................but at least i learn somthing such responsibilty( dun kno how to spell)....................i learn to accept my surroundin ...........i learnt to make friends wit many ppl....................... used to be veri proud..............but now turn to a little humble........................as i know tere r many great ppl out tere................start to think tat i am veri small......................my result ..........not too bad.............i reali work hard.........................and i get ok result .......................17 out of 39..........i think ok ............not so bad..........i wil work harder............work harder....................and try to be a nice person........................i will work and try.......................yes i wil

drill competiton and lot more

too long never blog liao so quite a lot to say
and oh ya i not feelin sooooooooo depress liao cuz .......
canno say la it somethin very private but confirm not bout my school or CCA 1
ya so let me recall

sat: drill com........................oh my i am sooo damm nervous la....................kept turning wrongly............i think without mi my contingent wil b first......................but any way we got 2nd .............oka la not so bad la....................but we got first over all.....................lik wat i always say...............LOVE ROX........................ya and tat hui wen .....................she ownself run and fall 1 loh...........................y she go and tell her and her................y.................y...............mak mi have to go and explain to them..........................but actually its ok to talk to her..............but i dun kno y i so scare of her...............anyway i juz find tat she is quite nice...................ya goin to give her birthday present ..................since it so near to mi....................i mean the date la...............then afer tat meet liying...................she.....she in love wit sun yun zi............................ keep talkin bout her.................. stil need to go out wit her .................... when sun yan zi qian ming hui........................ she so excited bout it..................ya................then buy present.....................for hu.................for october babies la.......................................dun whethe wil they accept my present...................hahz

sun: skipin.................skipin................thought i am goin to b late............. in the end is cheryl................sit in her mother............no noe dare to talk ...............hahaz............pingsee.....................keep playi wit the cushion and paer bag................she too lame liao................then c coarch.................he mak us jump wit pro.......jump until so ooooooooooooo wat la...............................then we "rest" veri long until the lesson end............hahz.............not goin tis week .................cuz we been stay back 135 to practice...............hahax..............................ya then eat duck rice................................so yummy ............................................then go hm and sleep ........yeah

mon: do toooo mani things.................... ya got a lot of fight around and.........................do lot of bor things..........................then late skip................................ya improvenment in cheryl she donig wow.....................................ya then go hm .....................sleep lik a pig

tues: go sing k box............................so damm fun..................................sing unitl 8..................but b4 tat......................hav to b wit my sis to get her things...............................she so busy choosing her com........................she goin overseas soon .......................surely wil miss her...............................cuz she dote mi the most in tis whole family......................sob.............sob............i stil my birthda,youth,christmas................................presents............sob............sob................she say she wan to buy mp3 for mi.........................sob .................sob.................pray tt she wil remen.............sob

wed: no teacher come....................skip ................skip the whole day....................christmas service...............get scolded....................but stil sing until so happy...................especially the 12 days of christmas............hahaz....................5 golden rings................haven finish the video thing ..............but tml cannot stay back to do.................cuz got family things.......................ya nothing to talk liao

i am so damm happy
i knew tere many who support mi
i knew tere r many ppl who friend mi
yeah
yeah
yeah

safari @ PL

........2day safari at pl.................derrick damm good dog loh.............tat cheryl gan lik kan wo bu shuai.............dun lik her...............my sis seem to b unhappy...............but she oka ............ya drill tml.................dun feel lik goin...............got tat mic................she damm wat...........aiya but wateva i stil hav face her.......................derrick is lik every1 favourite la..........mrs ong lik him alot ........alot...........kept takin photo wit him..............claire and chun jing tooo..................ya saw ppl tag my blog to tell mi to cheer up.......................cheer up...........tis 2 words lik no use to mi..............anyway i am hopeless..................someone in tis world ..................lik mi.........i think i am the only kind in tis world...............useless and hopeless..........simple thing lik drill......health.....family...........friends.............dogs............studies......................i also canno handle.....................................hopeless is me................mi is useless.....................bb

i know no one
no one know mi
i am knowless
no one reali understand mi
i juz useless
no will wan to care bout mi
i am juz a gal
with metal problem
with health problem
with friends problem
with family problem
i am juz a unwanted person
in the family
i am juz a extra person
among my friends
i am juz a stupid person
in my studies
i am juz a no one
in my CCA
i am juz a ugly person
in my school
i am juz a no body
in tis world......

drill com soon

.................i hate someone................someone................tat is near mi..............now..........beside me..................tat is disturbin mi now..............................ai ya................anyway i hate almos everyone i knew..................include mi too.................i juz dun feel tat it mi..............or lik juz dun wan to b in tis earth...................y should i b in tis world............y................drill com is comin..............dun feel lik comin...............dun lik drill ...............y................muz hav drill 4 wat.............. canno let tat mic knew tat i hate drill..............ya..............yesterda i go out wit my twin.............my twin and her frien................they damm funky............not lik mi............du.............othe than tat..............they r damm rich..............not lik mi..............y.........y...........i so poor....................tml safari......................but my derrick................stomach not welllll.................stil thinkin to bring him anot.................think ..............think........................should or not.........................tat all

i hate a lot of ppl
i hate myself
i hate my dogs
i hate my friends(some)
i hate teachers(some)
i hate a lot of ppl
y
y
y
i dislik to be tis world
cunning
ugly
reality
scheming
world
nothing is fair
nothing is good
nothing is best
nothing
nothing
nothing
world=nothing
me=0
world+me=nothing+0
i am nothing
i am useless
i am stupid
i am ugly
i amunhealthy
i am hot-tempered
i am selfish
i am friendless
i am proud
i am nothin
useless in tis world is ME

drill com is comin

how............drill competition is comin...............i stil dun kno long command.........how is lik...........i canno remen anything la................how................today tat mic stil come and test us.............i reali veri scare........but......but............LOVE ROX.............ya.............2day............learn work la..........ya tat all.............. bbb

after exam

.......ya...................2day go and c doctor......................hav to put braces...............at first .......feel lik cryin...............but actual fact...........i real cry.............canno take the fact...................but now oka la......................no much different afer wearin tat..................juz pe and swinning canno wear.............other than tat.............MUZ wear.............22 hours a day...............ya..............startin from 8 nov...............my class outin...............goin to miss it...............so sad..........2day..........esther and cheryl chiu said...................they lik skippin.................yeah............yeah.............skippin is so nice...............but after 8 nov canno do tat 2 oftern..............dun kno whether can do drill and nafa or not............oh ya..............drill competition is coming ..............can't wait for it to go.............. pei xuan should b veri nervous..............LOVE ROX ..........yeah.....................2day tat mic come and ask abt malar...........i a bit shock but after ward then ok..........actually i am not scared of her....................yeah all of us ...........can celebrate..................tml do china trip thing tat hui wen................neve giv mi thing to say............how to...........do...............so scary............cheryl gan and karina.............their birthday r comin............muz buy them present...........muz....bb

founder day

rain.......rain............go hm wit chun jing and ser yin............... not exactly............ juz same bus...............juz kno tat........wang zi bian qing wa............until 20 epsiode.......... only.........ming dao............ y so short...................founder day............ my ties............ y .y......cheryl gan bside mrs tay (who help mi to tie my tie)........... surely she laughin at mi la..............haha..........i look also veri "du"................tues got china trip thing................."force" by hui wen............tat bad gal.................she look as if she so so pity so we help her............. shouldn't have help her................yesterday..........drill...................for drill competition.............."she" lik scare of mi .............how i not so scary one................. how.............drill com................i veri scare ...........wish tt i sick ....................then no need to come.............yeah..............no one give coco.............y..........y.......i veri nice 1 ho.............y no coco.....................dun feel havin any math anymore.................y stil got math lesson......................i lik sleepin all the way................result coming back.............can't wait to kno bout it.................now stil math hw...................haven lay a hand on it.............oh ya.............huiwen look wierd wearing her band uni...........haha..........anyway....................happy birthday plmgss............yeah....89................yeah........bye ............need to do hw and help my family liao.....bb

exam finally over

yeah..... dammm happy la................ exam over liao........... finally...........first time in my life i can say...............i work hard i have done my best................ first in my 13 years............ so wa............. ya..............now can play liao............. play computer la...........go out wit friends............ everything.............so wonderful.................. finally ........... juz find out that so many ppl .........owe me things............yun zhen and judith both owe mi coco.........hui wen stil owe mi sock...........20 pairs ......................she claim tat i neve get tat socks from her .................haha...................veri funny ho...............i should force her............ haha.................. stil got math lesson.............no urge for it la..............i wan to kno my result more than anything......................... juz wan how much is my effort...............drill competiton is coming..................veri scare............... tis thurs got drill practice..............veri scare to c "her".....................dun kno y also......................mayb she got "sha qi".....................haha................muz work hard................. yeah.............work hard

exam finally over

yeah..... dammm happy la................ exam over liao........... finally...........first time in my life i can say...............i work hard i have done my best................ first in my 13 years............ so wa............. ya..............now can play liao............. play computer la...........go out wit friends............ everything.............so wonderful.................. finally ........... juz find out that so many ppl .........owe me things............yun zhen and judith both owe mi coco.........hui wen stil owe mi sock...........20 pairs ......................she claim tat i neve get tat socks from her .................haha...................veri funny ho...............i should force her............ haha.................. stil got math lesson.............no urge for it la..............i wan to kno my result more than anything......................... juz wan how much is my effort...............drill competiton is coming..................veri scare............... tis thurs got drill practice..............veri scare to c "her".....................dun kno y also......................mayb she got "sha qi".....................haha................muz work hard................. yeah.............work hard

exam exam

exam next wk................ how........... i soooo stupid 1................. what should i do.............. ya.......... a lot of thing happen............. lik juz scolded by blossy............ but....... i muz say............. she reali seems to lik yun zhen........tat alll........... blossy pls 4give k............. exam.........exam.....so stress............... but everybody seems to b fallin in love...........pingsee got her seragoon garden boy..........so lucky......i want 1 tooo........... got any boy???............... aiya................. ya chooose as class rep............... yeah.............so damm happi................ but any way................exam r comin................comin............... how to handle.....................can any1 teach mi............... i soo stress............... ya..........y.............. stil got art lei............... so many things...............so embarass...............my china trip essay reali veri ............ dun wan to say liao......... wish every1 goood luck for exam....................... from mi ...........the emotional gal..........

exam r near

so sad........ hah.......... exam r comin.......... hav to study......... y.......y.........got such things............but life there still things to look forward........... lik........ safari (animal day).............bringin derrick......... so cute......... is he............ can't wait........... and my science practical exam.............. 20/20........ yeah.............can't blive loh............. its lik primary sch.......... i hate science........ and got so low for science............... but now............ so much different..............lik my higher chinese........... gettin worse...............english even.............. not any better.......... my math......... hah ...........lik suck.............. only my science ............. i muz work harder.............. yes work harder............. i muz.......... anyway.......... i not a lesbian oki............ it blossy hu lik to stalk ppl................ not mi........... i juz being friendly............ so ya.......... i am not ......... yes i not.......... ya........... i lik boys..........oki ..............not gal................. and.......... yun zhen............she reali damm disgustin................yucky.........yucky................. and bb..........got to study..............bb

China trip

tooo tired........... to write all but muz writ all thes..........

Self-reflection

learn tat everything muz depend on myself and muz take care of myself ........... learn the truth of human........... not every1 i perfect.......... muz accept othe........ and urself....... forgive and forget.... then ....learn tat the world is big......... muz go out to c the world........... and learn to buget......yeah its sooooo fun....

Ppl reflection

Wan Zhen(leader) : funny, motherly
Hui Wen(as .leader): veri the"the", carin, veri wierd
Valerie:cool, funny, mature
Yunzhen: wierdo...
Melissa: kind, funny...
En- mei: laugh at the words xiao peng you, always call mi short, but veri nice
Esabel and Diane: sec 3 but behave lik sec 1
Blossy: good roomate
Rachecl: canot decide
Kelly: hardwoking
Robyn: spend a lot of money
Tiffany: our "mother"
Grace: friendly, nice
Glenice: quiet but a lot of wierd things
Pricilia:funny, lame
Wen Jing: funny and veri veri lame
Rui lin: too tall , nice
Angeline: funny , ethu
Michelle: a bit scary but oki
Candice: funny, cheerful

China Trip

ya....hi........9 days neve blog.............. a bit the "the" ........ ya anyway learn a lot of things during the trip................. a lot...alot............... even won the most hardworkin gal............... ha ha...............ya let start wit day 1......

Day o

Packed everything...... ready to go............ time is sooooo slow............y y...........finally we can go to the airport....yeah...........so damm nervous la............ dun kno y........... brought drinks.......... drinking drinkin............... then meet my god-parents...........dammm.............they r sooooooooo naggin.......... meet blossom...... my room-mate...... yeah.......... i'm not a alone............ then saw my gp leader........my gp .......... they r damm quiet............ bully us...neve even talk to us(sec1)............. so sad.........yeah.....finally can go to plane........sittin wit blossy and robyn....... so lucky.......then sit and sit ......... play and play.......... loh...........finally reach china .......... but alread feel so sleepy..........feeel lik sleepin

Day 1

yeah..... reach china........ kno the tour guide....... eat breakfest........ so yucky........ every food .... pray hard tat the next meal will not b lik tat..........then go and sit the fast fast train.... so fast .....431km/h....... then sit bus........... a few hours.... yeah........ can sleep........... blossy kept takin pic of ppl sleepin......... so bor....... she lik no need to sleep lik tis......then go to hotel .... ya ..... abit oki...la.......quite nice the room............ then to the yue temple..... wa........ know a lot of thing..... then go to tis plac ...... watch the show.... a bit RA.......... but quit ok..... the effect quite good......... then dinner............ bette than breakfest......... worst than lunch......... our grp reali veri quiet............

So long neve blog

ya so long neve blog... actually it juz few days... yeah....goin to China...
.stil got less than 48 hours...yeah.. teacher day today.......ya........... went back pri sch......ya saw a lot of OLD friends........ quite old la..... and saw a lot of teacher.. yeah......miss lim.....yeah..... look so odd wit long hair........mrs lye.......another baby............ mr tan..........stil so thin......... after tis ....... went to bb shop..... drink my fava.......... green milk tea..... yeah.......so yummy..............li ying............ stil dun talk to xi han ....... lik him but dun talk to him............. li ying.......be strong......... i support u
........yeah........alanna........stil think bout dennis.....too bad......he didn come.............he lik every time........got gathering.........also dun wan to come.............. scare of alanna??........mi??.........got in to a girl school ...........then seems lik .............. i lik girls more than boys alread............ dun kno y also ?????................. mayb should try to lik boys ..........so tat iwil not b lesbian........haha.............lol....................aiya muz control myself a little bit.................too emotional..............haha............lol....

so sad

so sad my chem only got 6/10 aiya ...so sad.... though my chem is not so good....... but neve mind.......... just wish tat tis term i pass loh....veri piss off........ the subject tat i work veri hard did not get as good as i wan.....but the subject tat i hate get so high......... only got so little marks..... how .....how......lookin 4ward for my CHINA trip ..... yeah....yeah..... my roomate is blossy..... a veri nice gal......1st gal tat i met in PL .... she reali veri nice but sometimes.... she can laugh 4 no reason....haha... same as her partner emily..... talkin bout emily.... remind mi of cheryl gan( gb sq leader).... they claim they found tat each other so familiar to them but dun kno y ......... so blur........ haha....... but both characteristic r alike la....... funny/friendly/crazy/helpful and wierd....... stay back 4 no reason....... so wierd...........but they 2 r reali veri nice ..... not lik mi ....... i reali veri bad...... and stupid......... and ugly .... y .....y...... but neve mind .... anyway.... i quite emotional .... can cry anytime i lik..... haha..... canot laugh anymore alread or else i goin to cry again......

fail the whole term

preparing fail the whole term la so sad loh but quite hapi tat my bio can get 18/20 so good lei !!! and feel so sad .... aiyo ... everyday is always happy and sad 111....also dun kno y .... life is soooo miserable .... everyda study study..... somemore work so hard ..... also canno get a good grade...... lik englsih loh .... find so many infomation ..... stil juz pass...15/3o lei ....... i really try my veri best ....... y y i get so low....... not lik bio .... i slept durin the lesson .... stil can get so high... haha.... though i dun lik the teacher but i lik bio.... in some ways or anothe..... yeah.... aiya .... getting tried..... but stil got math hw.... y y so many homework.... hate math 4eva..... hu the 1 hu invent math.......... so blur... y 1+1=2....... not three....

new blog

Yeah !! goin to hav new blog it blossy make 4 mi 1 so excited ....
fail quite a lot of test dun think i can pass my CA2 loh ... so sad....
feel lik i am a lesbian nowadays... 4 some reason ...so wierd ... isn't 2 long neve look at boys... feel so wierd...... kept lookin at gals...... kept lookin.... but no feelin ...... mayb tis is call admire..... instead of like........
anyway, its nice 2 blog ....YEAH!!

So sian

nothing to do but to study

Test Test Test

tEsT tEsT nOtHiNg ElSe To EnJoY sO BaD but ok la though nothing to look forward alot of thing haven do lik buying emily birthday present and topup my card so sad...

Hi

NoThInG 2 SaY aNd ByE!!