twinnies birthday

twinnies birthday....................ya hav to celebrate for her...................went out wit jia ying,her and "EXTRA"...................karina la...................neve meet him before................stil dare to ask him out...........................then see he not veri up to standard...............tryin to shoo him away.............at first he reali go liao...................but i tell karina to call him back...........not bcuz i lik him or wat..........it juz lik veri mean to call some1 out and then u dun seem to lik tat some1 but u dun tell him..................so ya.................but he veri fan.................keep followin us.............we lik think how to get rid of him la....................then we chang our plan from sentosa to plaza singapura .......... first we went to the ladies................but he wait for us........fail........next we try to shop every shop...................he stil wait for us...............so "patient".........we went to dark dark arcade..........try hard to get rid of him by playin all the games and not wait for him.....................but stil dun work....... then go and order movie ticket....................wan to watch cello but canno..........midnight show..................so watch all bout love............... veri "funny" movie.................ya actually wan to get rid of him by sayin he did giv money to buy the ticket..............but fail............so we went shoppin...............................next is my plan..............one by one we go out of the shop............all go different direction.............i am last to go........................ sooo he some sort of follow mi but fail.............hahaz......................but i damm clever ..........go in to shop again............bra shop....hahaz............meet karina later.................we r stil escapin..............haven meet jia ying yet..........................but guess who ..............we meet.................my GB senior.............hahz............so funny ...................they dun who am i but some sort of lik know i am the 1 who mic and i scare of each other.......................hahz so fuuny.................finally meet jia ying...............have lunch..........so XX............the lunch i mean ..................we eat at STARBUCK.................in order not to c him............but all these is juz a while ................we saw him later..........not wat we expected..........so we run and run.................run and run.................lik amazin race....................hahaz.............and guess wat we saw................my GB senior again............but tis time different ppl..................hahz..............so damm "lucky" ...........hahaz...........then we go for movie........................the moive...............dun feel lik sayin anythin.....................ya but before i saw another gb SENIOR............hahaz.................ya after the moive.................we pretend to go home ....................and yes we get rid of him...................finally at last.................tired to runnin..................................so damm tired.................ya...........we go arcade agian to play.........but i am broke afer............all the movie.............the lunch..............so i am broke ...............no money to spend.....................ya then prank call some1 usin MY PHONE...............i reali veri broke now..............but tis whole day seem veri fun..................though spend alot of money............... but veri exciting.......................hahaz............so fun....................but veri tired............... the person who they prank is findin mi..............so ma fan.............tis wed mayb goin wit them.................mayb.........................only......................hahaz................ see whether they wan to go or not................cuz.............i seem veri extra with them too.....................hahz...............bb

start of holiday

ya...............holiday r startin.....................ya............a lot of thing to do.....................juz clear my messy messy table...............now stil got skippin................holidays hmwork............... need to help my dad.................go to library more often................somthin lik tat....................ya lot of things happen...............lik talk to huiwen.................bout a lot of things.....................my twin birthday is comin.......................many more....................can't wait to start the holidays.....................ya........though not sooooooooo excited bout hmwork.................. 8 nov is comin.....................my day is goin to b end soon.....................i mean not goin to die ............but....... feel lik somthin lik tat..............oh ya................i got a NEW schoolbag................it from my bro........he and his big mouth......................he reveal my sercet between my sis and i................... ya..................but i quite happy when he brought mi the bag................it billabong bag...............u kno....................i been savin to get 1..................but stil can't get 1 ..................cuz of my phonebill.........................ya i dun think got anything else ...............ya...............nothing else.........so bb

result or report

Self reflection for Year 2005

ya tis year met a lot of different kind of friend..........................great friend lik christabel,cheryl,isobel..................good friend lik emily,blossy,wan lin.............................no bad friend.....................but quite ok got a lot..........................meet even more friends at GB .............glenda,joyce,zhen yi,huiling,karlene,fu mei......................many many more.....................learnt many things tis year.................many many...................lik...........friend are not all the same................some friend may pretend to b good to u but .........they dun reali lik u..... of course ...............got good thing lik drill ...................muz preservance...........somthin lik tat............ now i truly believe in................... if u work hard,u wil get wat u wan...................ya ...............many things more.....................know a lot of great great seniors.............lik kimberly,en mei,hui wen,cheryl gan,wan zhen and many many more.........................become more insane too..................used to b mature ................but now love to act cute...................but at least i learn somthing such responsibilty( dun kno how to spell)....................i learn to accept my surroundin ...........i learnt to make friends wit many ppl....................... used to be veri proud..............but now turn to a little humble........................as i know tere r many great ppl out tere................start to think tat i am veri small......................my result ..........not too bad.............i reali work hard.........................and i get ok result .......................17 out of 39..........i think ok ............not so bad..........i wil work harder............work harder....................and try to be a nice person........................i will work and try.......................yes i wil

drill competiton and lot more

too long never blog liao so quite a lot to say
and oh ya i not feelin sooooooooo depress liao cuz .......
canno say la it somethin very private but confirm not bout my school or CCA 1
ya so let me recall

sat: drill com........................oh my i am sooo damm nervous la....................kept turning wrongly............i think without mi my contingent wil b first......................but any way we got 2nd .............oka la not so bad la....................but we got first over all.....................lik wat i always say...............LOVE ROX........................ya and tat hui wen .....................she ownself run and fall 1 loh...........................y she go and tell her and her................y.................y...............mak mi have to go and explain to them..........................but actually its ok to talk to her..............but i dun kno y i so scare of her...............anyway i juz find tat she is quite nice...................ya goin to give her birthday present ..................since it so near to mi....................i mean the date la...............then afer tat meet liying...................she.....she in love wit sun yun zi............................ keep talkin bout her.................. stil need to go out wit her .................... when sun yan zi qian ming hui........................ she so excited bout it..................ya................then buy present.....................for hu.................for october babies la.......................................dun whethe wil they accept my present...................hahz

sun: skipin.................skipin................thought i am goin to b late............. in the end is cheryl................sit in her mother............no noe dare to talk ...............hahaz............pingsee.....................keep playi wit the cushion and paer bag................she too lame liao................then c coarch.................he mak us jump wit pro.......jump until so ooooooooooooo wat la...............................then we "rest" veri long until the lesson end............hahz.............not goin tis week .................cuz we been stay back 135 to practice...............hahax..............................ya then eat duck rice................................so yummy ............................................then go hm and sleep ........yeah

mon: do toooo mani things.................... ya got a lot of fight around and.........................do lot of bor things..........................then late skip................................ya improvenment in cheryl she donig wow.....................................ya then go hm .....................sleep lik a pig

tues: go sing k box............................so damm fun..................................sing unitl 8..................but b4 tat......................hav to b wit my sis to get her things...............................she so busy choosing her com........................she goin overseas soon .......................surely wil miss her...............................cuz she dote mi the most in tis whole family......................sob.............sob............i stil my birthda,youth,christmas................................presents............sob............sob................she say she wan to buy mp3 for mi.........................sob .................sob.................pray tt she wil remen.............sob

wed: no teacher come....................skip ................skip the whole day....................christmas service...............get scolded....................but stil sing until so happy...................especially the 12 days of christmas............hahaz....................5 golden rings................haven finish the video thing ..............but tml cannot stay back to do.................cuz got family things.......................ya nothing to talk liao

i am so damm happy
i knew tere many who support mi
i knew tere r many ppl who friend mi
yeah
yeah
yeah

safari @ PL

........2day safari at pl.................derrick damm good dog loh.............tat cheryl gan lik kan wo bu shuai.............dun lik her...............my sis seem to b unhappy...............but she oka ............ya drill tml.................dun feel lik goin...............got tat mic................she damm wat...........aiya but wateva i stil hav face her.......................derrick is lik every1 favourite la..........mrs ong lik him alot ........alot...........kept takin photo wit him..............claire and chun jing tooo..................ya saw ppl tag my blog to tell mi to cheer up.......................cheer up...........tis 2 words lik no use to mi..............anyway i am hopeless..................someone in tis world ..................lik mi.........i think i am the only kind in tis world...............useless and hopeless..........simple thing lik drill......health.....family...........friends.............dogs............studies......................i also canno handle.....................................hopeless is me................mi is useless.....................bb

i know no one
no one know mi
i am knowless
no one reali understand mi
i juz useless
no will wan to care bout mi
i am juz a gal
with metal problem
with health problem
with friends problem
with family problem
i am juz a unwanted person
in the family
i am juz a extra person
among my friends
i am juz a stupid person
in my studies
i am juz a no one
in my CCA
i am juz a ugly person
in my school
i am juz a no body
in tis world......

drill com soon

.................i hate someone................someone................tat is near mi..............now..........beside me..................tat is disturbin mi now..............................ai ya................anyway i hate almos everyone i knew..................include mi too.................i juz dun feel tat it mi..............or lik juz dun wan to b in tis earth...................y should i b in tis world............y................drill com is comin..............dun feel lik comin...............dun lik drill ...............y................muz hav drill 4 wat.............. canno let tat mic knew tat i hate drill..............ya..............yesterda i go out wit my twin.............my twin and her frien................they damm funky............not lik mi............du.............othe than tat..............they r damm rich..............not lik mi..............y.........y...........i so poor....................tml safari......................but my derrick................stomach not welllll.................stil thinkin to bring him anot.................think ..............think........................should or not.........................tat all

i hate a lot of ppl
i hate myself
i hate my dogs
i hate my friends(some)
i hate teachers(some)
i hate a lot of ppl
y
y
y
i dislik to be tis world
cunning
ugly
reality
scheming
world
nothing is fair
nothing is good
nothing is best
nothing
nothing
nothing
world=nothing
me=0
world+me=nothing+0
i am nothing
i am useless
i am stupid
i am ugly
i amunhealthy
i am hot-tempered
i am selfish
i am friendless
i am proud
i am nothin
useless in tis world is ME

drill com is comin

how............drill competition is comin...............i stil dun kno long command.........how is lik...........i canno remen anything la................how................today tat mic stil come and test us.............i reali veri scare........but......but............LOVE ROX.............ya.............2day............learn work la..........ya tat all.............. bbb

after exam

.......ya...................2day go and c doctor......................hav to put braces...............at first .......feel lik cryin...............but actual fact...........i real cry.............canno take the fact...................but now oka la......................no much different afer wearin tat..................juz pe and swinning canno wear.............other than tat.............MUZ wear.............22 hours a day...............ya..............startin from 8 nov...............my class outin...............goin to miss it...............so sad..........2day..........esther and cheryl chiu said...................they lik skippin.................yeah............yeah.............skippin is so nice...............but after 8 nov canno do tat 2 oftern..............dun kno whether can do drill and nafa or not............oh ya..............drill competition is coming ..............can't wait for it to go.............. pei xuan should b veri nervous..............LOVE ROX ..........yeah.....................2day tat mic come and ask abt malar...........i a bit shock but after ward then ok..........actually i am not scared of her....................yeah all of us ...........can celebrate..................tml do china trip thing tat hui wen................neve giv mi thing to say............how to...........do...............so scary............cheryl gan and karina.............their birthday r comin............muz buy them present...........muz....bb

founder day

rain.......rain............go hm wit chun jing and ser yin............... not exactly............ juz same bus...............juz kno tat........wang zi bian qing wa............until 20 epsiode.......... only.........ming dao............ y so short...................founder day............ my ties............ y .y......cheryl gan bside mrs tay (who help mi to tie my tie)........... surely she laughin at mi la..............haha..........i look also veri "du"................tues got china trip thing................."force" by hui wen............tat bad gal.................she look as if she so so pity so we help her............. shouldn't have help her................yesterday..........drill...................for drill competition.............."she" lik scare of mi .............how i not so scary one................. how.............drill com................i veri scare ...........wish tt i sick ....................then no need to come.............yeah..............no one give coco.............y..........y.......i veri nice 1 ho.............y no coco.....................dun feel havin any math anymore.................y stil got math lesson......................i lik sleepin all the way................result coming back.............can't wait to kno bout it.................now stil math hw...................haven lay a hand on it.............oh ya.............huiwen look wierd wearing her band uni...........haha..........anyway....................happy birthday plmgss............yeah....89................yeah........bye ............need to do hw and help my family liao.....bb

exam finally over

yeah..... dammm happy la................ exam over liao........... finally...........first time in my life i can say...............i work hard i have done my best................ first in my 13 years............ so wa............. ya..............now can play liao............. play computer la...........go out wit friends............ everything.............so wonderful.................. finally ........... juz find out that so many ppl .........owe me things............yun zhen and judith both owe mi coco.........hui wen stil owe mi sock...........20 pairs ......................she claim tat i neve get tat socks from her .................haha...................veri funny ho...............i should force her............ haha.................. stil got math lesson.............no urge for it la..............i wan to kno my result more than anything......................... juz wan how much is my effort...............drill competiton is coming..................veri scare............... tis thurs got drill practice..............veri scare to c "her".....................dun kno y also......................mayb she got "sha qi".....................haha................muz work hard................. yeah.............work hard

exam finally over

yeah..... dammm happy la................ exam over liao........... finally...........first time in my life i can say...............i work hard i have done my best................ first in my 13 years............ so wa............. ya..............now can play liao............. play computer la...........go out wit friends............ everything.............so wonderful.................. finally ........... juz find out that so many ppl .........owe me things............yun zhen and judith both owe mi coco.........hui wen stil owe mi sock...........20 pairs ......................she claim tat i neve get tat socks from her .................haha...................veri funny ho...............i should force her............ haha.................. stil got math lesson.............no urge for it la..............i wan to kno my result more than anything......................... juz wan how much is my effort...............drill competiton is coming..................veri scare............... tis thurs got drill practice..............veri scare to c "her".....................dun kno y also......................mayb she got "sha qi".....................haha................muz work hard................. yeah.............work hard