sianz la

i stil quite busy ............. waitin for next week la ............. FOR my BIG plan ............. hahaz ........... i hope it reali works ................ liying say she wan to come to ............. but its lik ............. zhen yi is helpin mi liao ........... i dun kno ........ but the present is wit her la ............ oh my la .............. anywa ............ blossom ............. PLS get well soon ............... dun get so sick la ........... someone will feel hurt 1 ........... lol ............ stil got 5 more papers .................. 5 lei ........... but after tat we can go on wit celebration ............ oh ya .............. HAPPY CHILDREN DAY ........... i reali hope tat i m stil a kid ............ cuz tat i will not hav so much trouble .............. nowadays ............. i think tat i m lik very good gal ............ i wan to b naughty naughty ............. but cant ................... lol ............... how to b ............ lol.......... hmm .......... reali there is nothing to blog lei .......... stop here then .............

i think i m holy

welll .......... nowadays ........ i think i m a bit over ........... i dun kno ....... wat is over ........... but its seem that i m not lik myself or something lik tat .............. and i quite clear of something ........ now i mean ......... i stil lik him ......... ya ......... but i bet he dun lik mi so something lik tat .............. though God really answer my nasty prayer ............. NVM ............ anywa bei ai shi ying fu de ........... one need to learn to love then it can be love by other ............... fi you yourself dun even know what is love .................... i think you are in a hopeless stat tat u will hav no one to love you ................ OH ........... so poor thingy ............. but dun worry .............. though u dun kno love but someone is always there for you ............... God ................... he cares and loves you ............... he know all about you .............. and will not leave you unless you leave him ............ya ........... so believe and trust in Him ........... for he is your only God ............. lol ............ holy rite ......... anywa wat i say is truth ........... today ........... almost land up cryin in skool ............... not becuz of tat thing but friendship ........... y is one so easy to b angry wit another ........... while forgettin all the good times .......... lol ................ and NVM .............. shu wen is always CHEERFUL ........... and look on the bright side of life ......... i even ask miss poon to pray for us today ................ and then the way rina talk is lik rappin ............. i wonders y wei ting stil can understand ............. lol ........... gtg .......... good luck for my english exam tml ...........

i like today

oh my .......... wat really happened today ........ i cant really believe ............its lik............ hmmm............. firstly ..................MY msn dun work ................. i cant help it .................. FOR no reason .......................... anywa tat not the main point for today ............anywa ......i met HIM ........... i cant believe it ............ its lik liying and i ................ we r studyin in MAC for lik so long .............. then we feel lik shoppin so we went to the popular ............... we r at tere for abt 30 mins ............... then i m lik lookin at the music skool ............. tellin liying tat today is his lesson time ............... lol ............ so i kept stare hard at it ................ to make sure my plan will not fail at that day .............. the BIG day ............ lol .............. then i saw someone holdin big thing comin out ......... i m lik it tat him or wat ............ anywa i stare at tat guy ................ tat guy juz walk walk to popular ............. OH MY ............ its really him ............. i cant believe it............. then i tell liying ............ she run and chase him .............. while i hide in the music shop ..................... HAHAz .............. such a funny scene .............. she didn manage to ask him tat question .................. so we decided to wait for him .................. we walk around ................. then went to the food court and WAIT ................ he didn really come out ........... so we r lik ............ NVM ............. then i juz feel lik eatin sugar peanut ............ so i went to the NTUC ............... while goin tere ............ we r lik lookin around ........... useless la .............. anywa i pray a nasty prayer ............. tat if he stil lik mi .......... i will get to meet him again .............. and i REALLY did ........... i m lik walkin in the NTUC ............ all of a sudden ............ i bump into him ............... WOW ........... i cant believe it loh ............. i m almost scream ................ lol ............. liying chase over ................... and ask him tat question ........ but he didn reply ......... he juz say tat its not the right time to talk abt it ............... lol ........... cuz his mother is tere ................ but anywa thank Lord ..................... really thank you ............. i now can concenrate on study ............... thank you Lord ............ lol ................. today is a happy day ............. YEAH...............

sianz sianz

lol ............. nothing to do ........ exceept for hmwork ............... lol ............... WoRK ............WORK .............. work la ..................... everyone run ur last lap .................... and we can celebrate at the end ............. kk .................. lol ..................... carry on

WAT r they

oh my ......... lol ............. suppose to study now ....... but dun feel lik doin it ......... lol ........... always lik tat .............. saw my name on the newpaper ........... WOW ......... i won the jie tie bu thingy ......... lol........ i m lik so happy ............. my friends except for some r happy for mi ............. BUT ......... my family is lik only win a merit .......... nothing wat .......... and kept sayin tat its nothing ........ i meant deep in their heart ........... they dun mean it............ but simply i juz wish tat they can praise mi or lik say well done or something ............. but they didn ............. tat is wat so ever ........... they think they can do it meh .......... i spend nights to do it .......... and not a single good word come out from their mouth .......... tat is sad ........... then the survey ........... my parents simply dun lik my skool ........ wateva i tell them abt my skool .......... they juz ignore ........... WAT ................ tis is my skool lei ......... wateva my sis did .......... they r lik soo impresss ........... NVM ............. wat i do ......... is to glorify God's name ................ thank you Lord ............... haiz .............. need to study liao .............

fightin day

y one muz mak another life miserable ............ if he didn say tat he lik mi ........ mayb i will not b stil thinkin of him now .............. tat is lik super duber miserable ........... anywa ............. today is fightin day ............... cuz wan lin and i r lik pulling each other ties and beatin each other ............. lol ........ i kno its childish ............. but its fun ........... lol ............ we fight until i feel so tired now ............. usually wouldn ............... but start to think tat it is a chore to do go to skool ............ haiz ........... heard tat our school is goin wireless and WAT ............ we no need to bring books to skool anymor .......... tat is SOO cool ............... noo more heavy bag ............ no more lockers ............ no more of forgettin to bring books to skool ............. tis is way too cool .............. lol ................... but i simply love tis idea ........... when revision ............. no need to carry a lot of files ............. but juz one com in hand to learn everything ..................... WOW ...............skool goin to IT world ............... cashless ........... i love it ............. and Singapore too ............... WOW ..........WOW. ...........

not in good mood

should start off by sayin ............. i m not in good mood ................ i dun kno ........... juz tat things r not goin my way ............ and WAT .................. i read ppl blog ............... they went bowlin and everything ................. without MI .................. i m lik so upset by tat .................. and mayb tere is better excuse .......... did i say no ........... or they juz dun wan to go ............ i ask one of them liao ............ and she say no ............... tat mean wat ............ i m not told at all ............NVM ........anywa .............. toda ............ went 2 tis speech competition ................ WOW ................. everyone is lik so good in two languages ............ and i m lik ONE ............... which is my chinese .............. i should write my blog in chinese .......... but too trouble to type hanyu pinyin ........... so forget abt it la .............. anywa PL WON .............. yeah .......... to God be the Glory ................ yeah ..................first lei ............ so good ............ but i dun wish to be in it ............. cuz its lik u muz b good in english ............. if it is only chinese one then it wil ok ............ lol ........... liying is lik lookin everywhere ............. instead of the competition ........... lol ............. and we saw our pri-skool friend ........... shi yun ........... her school finalist is soooo CUTE ........... remind mi of someone when i saw him ............ lol .............. but tat one is not as enthu as him la ............. he look lik pri skool kid ............. lol .......... after tat ............. went to toa payoh ............ VERY VERY angry at tere ............. so many ppl and all is lik dun wan to mov kind ............ i m lik EXCUSE mi ............ but nobody cares ...................so NVM .....anywa slack at moss burger and then try to tak a few shots for my sis ............ juz find out tat i m very hot temper nowadays ............ i think bcuz of the stress and everything la ......... i dun reali kno ............ soo ppl ........... pls bear wit mi for tis month and the first of next too ......... i will b nice after then ......... lol ......... i hope ........... but i dun think so ......... i think ppl who can reali bear wit my temper is only my family ( obviously my younger sis is not one of them ) , liying ( who is lik my best and FOREVER friend .... we try to agrue and fight ........ but in the end ....... we juz look at each other blankly ........... and after 5 min ........... we r WELL again ........... lol .......... such a CUTE friend is she ............ i m lik tryin to fight wit her ............... then she juz keep quiet .......... and wait for mi to get tired .......... lol ) and God ......He reali hav a lot of patient in mi ......... and always plan for mi ...........thank you for everything ............. i reali love you ............ type ......... type ............ type .............. i m tired liao .......... to conclude to today ........

TIRED - my sis didn got in but wanted a lot of photos of hwer in the competition (-_-!)
ANGRY- someone is avoidin mi ... stop doin tat ......... if u hate mi juz say ........ i wouldn mind cuz i dun need ur love but i need God's Love
SAD- my clique ppl dun lik mi ............... (*.*)
HAPPY- liying is tere 4 mi


tat all ..........

wat happened to mi...

PPL STOP TALKIN ABT HIM ALREAD ............ SERIOUSLY ............... TAT IS NOTHING TO TALK ABT .............YA ............... SO STOP IT ......................


I becomin sicko and crazy ........ goin to ......... i dun kno wat happened to mi TAT few day ........ i dun kno ...... ppl r ASSUMIN tat we r together ......... i think we r ....... for tat few day ........ but after ....... i dun think so ......or isit tat i m too sensitive or wat ....... its reali look lik we r not .......... i dun kno la ....... hot day ...... i been eatin ice-cream for lik 3 days ...... or more ........ how to study in such a hot day ........ i reali dun kno ........ i wan to eat mac ice-cream ......... lol

middle of the week

its middle of the week ............. exam r comin ............. stil need to study for them ............. how ever ......... when they r over ................ nothing can be done ...............is life always lik tat ................. ppl tend to regret after everything is done ............... i dun kno abt it .............. but i m lik tat ........... i alwys kno wat wil happen at the end ............... and kno wat should b done at first .............. but simply two words ............ dun care ............... help mi wit it ............. i dun reali kno ............i m extremly blur ........... abt life ................abt mi .............. abt everything ............ lol .............. i also dun kno wat m i talkin abt too ................. lol ............... things to b done ............ study ................ next clear doubt wit someone ................ tat will b after sept holida ........... i m givin chances .................. lol .......... then go hp shop .............. buy handphone ................YEAH ............ my dad kept insistin tat as long the phone can call and answer call will do ................. no need a XX phone ........... but i wan .......... cuz i LIK to hav new things .........lol ............. ya ............... tat all ............... and ppl ................abt my msn ............... seriously ........... i hate idiot ................... tat is mi ............. i mean the idiot is mi ........... not anyone else ............. so ya ................. tat all ..............lol

hot day

today is a hot day ......... who will feel lik studyin in such a hot day .......... haiz ......... sigh ......... can anyone brighten up my day a little ..........juz a little ........ mayb bring in the sun or wat ......... no no ........ so hot alread stil wan sun for wat ........lol ........ time to entertain myself wit some LAME jokes ............ lol ...........

like or dun like

like then say ............ dun lik also muz say ........... its always better than one hav to guess wat another is thinkin ........... i seriously stil lik him ........... but i think he giv up on mi ............i dun kno .......... i dun kno everything .............. mayb tis is juz not the rite time to kno all these ........... ishould juz follow the chinese sayin .............. chuan dao qiao tou zhi ran zhi............so shouldn care abt it at all ............. i will study hard and go to a double science class ................. YEAH ........... for God bless today ............ and today is a HAPPY day ................ YEAH ...........

wa la day

wat is sooo difficult 2 mak a gal happy ........ isit reali tat very difficult ............. i dun kno reali understand .......... how is sooo difficult abt ............ first i m gay .............. the next moment ......... everything juz lik ........... i dun kno wat ............. but its lik nothing happened ........... and i kno even kno y ............ is it also very difficult to explain ......... open ur mouth ............ send 1 sms .......... so difficult meh .......... not as if i wan to tak ur life ........ or wat ........... stop makin mi feel lik a idiot or wat ..........i not goin to fall into the trick ............ seriously .............. i hate being one of them .......... so i juz decided ............ stop doin their action .............. y should i switch my phone for so long ........... and yet ........... to waste my batt ............... tis is so wateva ........... no one move a step ........... anywa ......... they always say ................ ladies first ................ but not for tis time ............. if he dun move ............ i dun do anything ............ i should do my favo moment ............... SLACK ........... switch off my phone for the whole day ............ dun even cares abt its existence ............ and i should concenrate on other ............ and i declare ............ tis is WAR .................. against who ?? ............ i dun even kno ............ mayb to my phone .............. to myself ............. or someone else ................ I DUN CARE ............. tis is my attitude ........... y should i change ..........


I M ANGRY