competition competition

yoyo .......... ppl ....... kno that i didn blog for a very LONG time ........ while here i am goin blog ....... then later go and blog at cell blog ........ and yeah ...... been feelin tired nowadays ............. dun think that i will get any position in my CCA ............ i dun kno y ........... i got this feelin that no matter what i do ............. someone is there to block mi or better than mi .............. and is lik what wrong wit being frank ......... i dun lik ppl who ACT ........... anywa i kno that God loves mi ......... and will give mi the best things on earth .......haha ........... then a lot of competition .......... nowadays .............. too busy la ........ XD ............. so ............ hmm............ got a few things ........... need to clarify ........... cheng qing ...........

1) about the fact that i am despo
- i dun think that i am ......... ( even though SOMETIMES i am but most of the time not ......... XD ....... haha)
- i am despo in terms of thoughts and thoughts usually dun last for a long time .......... the most ... i think five min ......... i think

2) who is my darling??
- the answer is ............................................. TAY WAN LIN ............ pls la ........ a lot of ppl kno liao ........... emily ........ a BIT slow ........ haha

3) yes ............ abt my previous post ............. i am too stress liao ............ so tryin to destress only ......... so ya ......... dun worry ........... if there is someone worryin for mi............. i hope ............

LASTLY ................ ppl .............. i wan to introduce you to my NEW friend .............. xiao jing ................ she is such a good friend that she go with mi .............. everywhere ............. YEAH ........... she the BEST ............. you kno .................

march holidays

haiz ..... now is march holidays and i hopin for june holidays .............XD
oh ya .......... ivp is over .......... YEAh ......... chinese new year celebration is over........... lesson learnt ........ nv tak up a in charge position ........... you will get scoldin one ............. confirm ........... ZZ.......... now i should go and tak my beauty sleep ........... YEAH

over reacting??

am i being too over reacting or wat?? ...... i dun kno .......... so confused now ........... am i a good gal or a bad gal .......... a good friend or a bad friend........... WHO AM I .......... i feel so left by them ........ if i tell anyone ...... they will say tt i am too sensitive ....... how will i kno ....... i used to be part of them ...... but now i feel that there is a distance between ......... because of result ?? because of different tution ........ or isit because of different sports .......... i dun kno .......... haiz ........ i want to TELL someone but no one to talk to ............. i feel so stressed up bcuz of that .......... sob* .........

i kno that God loves me ........... but no matter wat ........... i NEED friends ............ or mayb i dun need friends ......... i am such a loner .......... i seriously dun lik tt feelin whereby i kno i got something need to do but buz of something i need to wait .......... and if i give another suggestion .......... they always think tt i dun lik them ......... wat wrong with not comin from the smae pri skool ........... i juz dun lik tt feelin .......... i feel lik tranferrin out of tt PLACE ........... but i cant ............

i also dun kno ......... i think is God tellin mi not to give up .......... but i muz tell Him .......... i wan to ......... confused gal who is cryin NOW .........

P.S : i know if you all have read this ....... will know who am i talkin abt ........ its ok if you dun lik mi ........ but pls mi kno ..... cuz i dun lik the feelin of being a dummy there ......




A DUMMY BEING LEFT IN THE AIR WITH GOD ABOVE HER AND HER FAMILY BELOW HER BUT ... WHERE IS/ARE HER FRIEND/S???