Thursday, January 24, 2008

My birthday 2008

My TWO birthday CAKES



MY BIRTHDAY IS TODAY!!!

THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Special thanks to :

1. God
2. My family who brought TWO cakes
3. My clique who gave me a "surprised" party
4. Teacher Sherry who gave me a present.
5. Sipei who made me a NICE handmade present.
6. Edna who sung me birthday song along the corridor.
7. People who wished me by SMS.
8. People who wished me by FRIENDSTER.
9. People who wished me by FACEBOOK.

Lastly but not really listed, MY CELL GROUP who celebrated with a week ago!!

This is seriously a mermorable birthday. With A math test and O level result released on the SAME day, i cannot forget my birthday at all. I scored A1 for my express chinese which is a surprise to me. I kept dreaming of me crying in the toliet over the result. FINALLY, i need not to be bother by that anymore. I am going to work VERY VERY hard for this o level and show that i am able to SCORE too! Anyway, most of my senior receives good news which is GOOD!! But this add on stress to us!!

The birthday party with clique is FUN! I guess wanlin should be send to some drama class first. Her face almost tells everything. I enjoyed myself with the creamy cake and everything. It is time when we realise that we are actually sec fours. Our only topic is like O LEVEL. Haha!!

My family members is super funny. They brought two cakes AT the SAME time. I had like four cakes for my birthday.One from my cell.. One from my clique and TWO from my family. We are laughing like mad! One is a mango cake and another is chocolate cake. Anyway, its the thought that count. Thanks to alll!!

God, i prayed as i am going though this year, i prayed for your presence to be with me. Give me strength and wisedom as i am going to do all the tests and exam. Teach me to love and forgive for the unseen challenges. I know Lord you had a plan for me. I will faithfully follow it. For i know there is nothing compare to you than your love! You are the ONE and mighty God which gives strength to the weak.

Thank you Lord for everything that you had gave me.

Amen.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

cell with my bd

Today is seriously very busy. In A day, i went to about four different places. Travel by all sort of transport like MRT, Bus, Taxi and van. WOW! I must say that today, most of my time is spent on travelling.

Interesting things i did today...

1. I managed to attract auntie to buy my product.
2. I am early for tution and somebody is late
3. I stay in the library for one hours, reading chinese comic.
4. I celebrate my birthday with my cell!! EARLY one.. haha!
( Thanks to my dearest cell group. You all have just brighten up my life )
5. I brought something which worth $40 and i do not remenber what i buy.
6. I went home and decided not to bath. ( However, my mum nags UNTIL i bathe)

Thing that i am angry about..

Since you said you will wait, then why didn you wait. If you cant wait, then you should tell me. Why need to ask another person to tell mi? You are so irresponsible. All the promises are so empty. If you cant promise, then do not promise. Do not even give me hope at all. I will rather start with 0% of hope than 100% of hope. The thing is simply good. It is just that you do not understand. Easily distracted? I think the correct word should be you cannot focus! FINE! Leave me alone! I will not even to bother about you anymore too!

Thing that i am happy about...
I learnt more things today. The tongue is a powerful thing. We praise God with it and yet, we sin with it. So, people take note the words that come out of your mouth or even the thoughts on your head. For God is so mighty, that when He heard His love one hurting each other. He will be sad.

I celebrate my birthday early with my cell group. I think it suppose to be a surprise for me. I think.. But somehow i knew about it even before cell start. Anyway, Thanks for buying the cake for me. I love the cream and chocolate.

My birthday wishes...
I start to think about my birthday wishes when hwee asked me. At first, i thought of a lot of physical stuff like bag, wallet , handphone .. But later, i realise i did not really want them. What i want now, is a happy family. That is like my one and important hope that i want it. Of course, O levels is important. However, compared to national exam, my walk with God and my family, they are first on my list. Then, i thought of it, human are always like that. We spend so much time on working for thing which we will change it over a period of time. But we do not spend time on things that are limited. There is only ONE GOD. There is ONE pair of parent for us. ONE -> they are important. But we always neglect them and worked for other things.

Have you wake up one day and start to yourself what are you here for? If you are able to answer , good for you. If you are unable to answer, you should start to find your purpose of life. For me, i knew God put me there to serve a purpose. He plan everything for me. Therefore, my school result or my need , i need not worry for He will see it though. Praise to the faithful God.

However, just in case anybody, still not understand what i mean.. Then NVM!

Birthday wishes

NON-physcial

1. My family will be able to be happy again.
2. My parents will be able to recover as fast as possible.
3. I wants to be able to serve in God's organisation.
4. I wants to have a closer relationship with God.
5. I wants to go church every sunday.
6. I wants to ace my O level result.
7. I wants to recover from my skin illness and bone problem.
8. I wants to PRAISE the Lord.

PHYSCIAL
1. I wants a Nokia N95 or N76 phone.
2. I wants a crumpler bag.
3. I wants i pod nano.
4, I wants a new emily wallet.


tt all ...

Friday, January 18, 2008

Birthday in less than one week

I am having mixed feeling now. I am happy that my birthday is coming soon. However, i am not sure whether i want to celebrate it. My family told me to buy the cake myself. I am like WHAT! FINE! This year, must well dun celebrate my birthday...

ANGRY, SAD

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

SALMON DAY

I almost fell asleep during lesson. It is like my sitting area is very stuffy. So, in the afternoon, people who sit there tend to fell asleep. I almost fail my SPA test for physics. It is like 5/10- the result of just pass. Haha! I knew this will happen as i anyhow finish the work. I should spend more time for the next one which is tommorrow.

The first of the day is boring with all those lesson AND running. We are told to run to TEN rounds. After running that TEN rounds, many people are not feeling well. Some went home and some feel vomitting. Haiz! It is indeed good that God bless me with good stamina. I enjoyed emath a lot for this lesson as it is at computer lab. It is so COOL to have it there with all the air-con. We even get to go ace-learing website which is one website that i know it exist but i do not go one.

Next part of my day, i need to go and see doctor. YA! My skin condition. Same old story i hear from every doctor. But anyway, i am go for the National Skin Centre to treat. It is seriously painful to have such a dry skin. With all the wounds on my hands and leg, i looked very ugly. ( Even though i am very pretty in terms of look ... HAHA! )

After that, my sister who is back from aussie for vacation give me a treat at the ichiban. The newspaper gives high recommedation so we decide to see whether it is true. The result ... I do not really like food. Even though i ate a lot of salmon ( as usual ) , i still do not like it. There are many types of sushi there but haiz... The washabi is kind of sweet there. I try a mouthful of wasabi but it is not a SHOCK feeling that i used to get. SALMON is cool by the way.

I hope that CNY celebration for GB will went well. Service Com! JIA YOU!

NINE MORE DAYS!!!

Saturday, January 12, 2008

CCA fair

School is seriously boring. Other than study, we only can RUN. My class runs about 12 rounds in our school track last week. I think it is about 2.4 km already. My leg is still aching. Haiz. I am getting older. ONE new thing i found is that, usually when you want to sleep in class is when the teacher is talking. However, if the teacher left and gives you time to sleep, you will tend to talk and is even more alert than just now. This is found out during and after social studies. Obiviously, i did not listen in lesson cause i want to sleep.

CCA fair is TODAY. HAHA! Finally, i found the use of excos, or should i say that use of senior. I mean the authority. The juniors seriously listen to you. HAHA! Anyway, i found out that the juniors are very enthu. They kept approaching the Sec ones, ( while i slack and give them all the files.) Even the sec two girls who are usually shy, they also make a effort to approach others. I felt very happy for them. At least i know that she dares to step forward. During roll call, squad one has no sl or asl. Then they looked me, i am like WHAT. I did not even the 21 thingy before. So, i just go forward and anyhow do. JUNIORS, pls do not follow me!!!

I finally get to drink apple soup. FINALLY. Can you believe it? Since sec ones, i did not get a chance to drink it. So, my last year what... I drank about THREE cups of it. HAHA! Hmm... To me, i think this year CCA fair is quite FUN. Maybe because this is my last year ba. HAHA

I want PEACE in my heart! in my FAMILY! in the WORLD!!

12 more days... to my important day... i am getting older ....


Friday, January 04, 2008

SKOOL

School has just started. Should i say YAY or HAIZ ? I like to see my friends but i do not like the fact that i am taking O level. Every teacher come into the class and says "Girls, its' time to be serious". Oh my! Do you know how stress it is? Even though the fact that there is no more homeroom system and we have our OWN classroom, but i still do not like school. I think the school somehow has stricter school rules for this year and the atmosphere is kind of wierd.

O level O level O level That is the only i have on my mind. I seriously need to plan a GOOD timetable and start to revise. YEAH! Finally, i going to have science tution. Elizabeth going to the same tution as me! I seriously all my hard work will paid off and i will be able to score for my exam.

Seriously, up to now, i still do not understand why that thing will happen. If only that thing did not happen, then my family members will not have to quarrel with each other almost everyday. Everyone of us have exam or project but we still need to help out in the family business. What can i say? If i say i have O level, my another sis will says she have her final year project. My another sis will say she have CCA. AND my another sis will says she have practical exam for university. I must say none of us wish that this thing will happen.

I do not know what is important in my life now? Family or Exam? I do not know at all. I just wish that thing will not happen. I always tell myself that things always happen because God has plan it. If this is part of the plan, i will go according to it. For the Lord will make a way for me, as He has a plan for my life. I just pray Lord that He will support me and my family though this diffcult time. For in His mighty strength, my family will grow stronger and nearer to each other.

Anyway, after a emo session for 15 mintues, i feel better now. Especially galz( wan lin, not my clique ) just cheer me up!! I like my countdown everyday. Today is 4 January 2008. SO, there is 20 more days!!! I just cant wait for that wonderful day. I hope that i will be able to hear good news for that week.

TWENTY MORE DAYS..........

I prefer presents which is NOT edible!! XD