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两个素不相识的陌生人，

因为一则简讯，

而开始了不凡的人生旅程。


他是她要找的好情人？

还是，

她是他要的好朋友？


第一回


真是一个莫名其妙的下午，无端端就和一个陌生人聊了起来。说也奇怪，我们俩虽不认识，但是性格却一拍即响。起初，我还以为他是我的好朋友，故意来恶整我。所以，我就配合他。但后来，我发现他真的对我一无所知时，才相信他不认识我。这可能就是所谓的缘份吧！他刚好失恋，而我又有空当他的听众。


说也奇怪，他为了找人诉苦，就乱按了八号码。就这样，一切就从那则简讯而开始。


"为什么要离开我？你已偷走我的心。为什么不要负责任呢？"


这个人是不是有毛病？我又不是小偷，而且心脏有这么容易就能拿出来吗？看在本姑娘有时间的份上，就指点你一下吧！


"哈哈，我不是小偷。所以不能负责任。诺你不满你的心被偷，就报警。我相信警察会尽力帮你的"


"警察？爱情也有警察的话，就希望他们能把所有的爱情骗子给抓起来。"


"爱情怎么可能会有骗子？你是心甘情愿地爱他，你就不应该强求他会爱回你。所以，没有骗不骗，只有真爱还是假爱。"


"我真的爱她，为她付出了这么多。最终得到是一场空。"


"爱情本来就没有回报。你把爱情当投资？"


这个人真的太自私吧！只为自己着想，却没有为对方着想。虽然本姑娘没有谈过恋爱，都知道爱是不平等的。幸好，平时听朋友的爱情故事听惯了，所以不怎么特别可怜这个人。


"那她当初就不答应我的求婚，我就不必这么伤心了。"


其实，他也蛮可怜的。爱一个人能爱得那么深。真希望自己是那个女人。


"或许，她有什么苦衷，所以不能和你结婚。你就不要太伤心了。你这么痴情，一定会找到更好的。"


"我不要找到更好的。我想当她的守护天使。只要她开心，我就开心了。"


我默默地祝福他。希望他真的替她找到她要的幸福。

Dilemma

Currently, I am in a dilemma. "~"

I seriously dun know whether i should tell them or not? Maybe i should wait until the thing becomes official then i tell.

I am just really sad that such stuff happens to me. Finally, when i became passionate about stuff, there will always be another stuff hindering me. :(

I told someone already, but she seems OK with it. I knew that it doesn't concern her, but i hope she will at least console me or tell me what to do. Haiz.. but she did not. So i am kind of still sad then. :((

Maybe i should just tell them la~
Anyway it doesn't really make much differences whether i am there or not. They can always find a replacement soon. It is kind of easy to replace me, so i guess they will not be sad about it.

HAIZ..
I think i will just wait and see what will happens.
All well goes well.
Trust in God and He will give me the best choice.




God, please let me get what i want :D

AMEN!

希望？

最近，有很多不好的事情频频发生在我的亲人，朋友身上。

我觉得，
人到了某个年龄，
希望将为失望。

所期待的，不会发生。
所不要的，就必定发生。

这就是人生吗？

我觉得人到了六十，七十岁时，离别是件普通的事。
但对于一个十几岁的人来说，离别是件伤痛的事。

我相信世界上有所谓的习惯。
因为经过几次的离别，我觉得我已经习惯了。

第一次：不解 （不了解为何他要走）
第二次：伤痛 （不舍得他走，不要他走！)
第三次：麻木 （开始习惯离别的悲哀）

诺再发生多几次，我想我不会再哭。
哭红了双眼，耗费了所有的精力，也是挽回不他的存在。
我选择不哭，不是因为无情，而是我要他看到我坚强的一面。
这样一来，他才会安心地走，我也能继续我的生活。




妈妈！ 哥哥！ 姐姐！ 妹妹！ 朋友！
诺有一天我走了，不要哭。
你们要笑着送我走最后一个在人间的时间，
多说些我曾做过的傻事，
多来看我最后一眼，
这样一来，
我知道我无须为你们担心。
我知道你们会过得很好。

谢谢！ :D

i am tired.

What should i do?
You are really making sick and tired.
I am sick of your lies. I am tired of your stories.

I told myself that i should believe in you. I DID.
What did i receive?
Disappoinment and Stress.
I dun know what to do.
Please teach me.

Have you changed or i changed?
Or even if this is the right question to ask?
I am crying because of you.

You are really making me feel sad.
I dun know who to trust anymore. You or them?
I dun even know who to tell all my stuff.
I dun know.
Please.
Is it possible to tell me the truth?
THE REALLY TRUTH.
Please.

I dun want to lose anything.
I dun wan.






















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