SUPER SIANZ..
Finally, I understand that not all the hard work will be paid off. I spend so much time on my gp and in the end, I still did not pass! WHAT IS THIS? I just feel like scolding all the bad words that i know to the WORLD. The best part is my sister still doubt that I did not work hard enough. WHAT THE! She did not even take A level and still dares to critise me? WHATEVER LA~
I still need to face reality. I failed and need to stand up again. What the point of getting A for my economics when i failed my gp? It simply sucks when i knew that i cannot really apply for any course. It is easy to say that apply for chinese course and that's it. However, is that what i really want to do? Be a teacher or just someone doing chinese job? I love to study economics and somehow find it easier than other subjects! My sister questioned that and even forced me to think about it first. Who is she to ask about it? My father chose her course and she is doing well now. For me, i need to find all informations and do it alone. When i made my decision, she just kept saying no. Come on, my dad work super hard to send you to uni. Now that he is gone, why not you be the one to work hard? It is not as if that i cannot study or i do not like to mug! The point is you are just not willing to send me there.
Why?
I am super eager to study there. At least, i got a new environment to start something new. Expenses and adaptation, i need time and chance to try right? If i do not have the chance, how do even know that i cannot? You insist that i am always in my comfort zone and will not be able to survive. Even if i studied in Singapore, i am still in my comfort zone. What are the differences?
I think i will take a lot of time to get over it.
GP SUCKS!
