In fact, the real faker is me.
I act in front of you as if I treat you as my best friend but in actual fact i dont want you to be. Am i doing it for everyone or i am just tired to fight with you anymore? I dont understand how can you carry on with your life. You like to scold your friends and complain about them in front of others. I wonder do you do that to me too? Act in front of me and then complain to others. I am really scared that truth is overpowering me. Can you just leave my life? Can stop making the scars more distinct? I avoid talking to you, avoid having conversation to you. I dont live in your world, why must i obey your rules? Leave me alone, maybe everything will be better. Then, i no need to be faker anymore. I dont need to express my unhappiness to other people. It will then not longer be vicious cycle!
心也有累的时候，
它害怕再次受伤，
所以它选择逃避。
也许，
离开是我们最好的抉择。、
