stil got two more pics .... haha ... havin fun tis year ......... but stil got time tt i need to study ......
haha .. fiona ... my MORNING RUN partner ... and my HOUSE partner ....

phototo

my gb BEST friend cum mummy friend ... always be there for me .... haha ... BLOSSOM .. I love YOU tooo...
these are the grp leaders for sec one GB camp ... taken at the TOLIET of our SKOOL ... haha ... enjoy the cammp ... is so fun
a artistic photo ... taken by ME ... the grp of gals who went for com .... YEAH .. happy to make friend with them ...

yo tt my CCA best friend cum sushi friend ... lookin tired ... cuz we juz ate LOTS of salmons !! ... haha ... ZHEN Yi ... i LOVE you

decided to put some pic to take them off my handphone and com

tt ME!! cute rite!!

help .. help

i got into this blog competition ... so pls help mi ...
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better to be in chinese
if not english

competition competition

yoyo .......... ppl ....... kno that i didn blog for a very LONG time ........ while here i am goin blog ....... then later go and blog at cell blog ........ and yeah ...... been feelin tired nowadays ............. dun think that i will get any position in my CCA ............ i dun kno y ........... i got this feelin that no matter what i do ............. someone is there to block mi or better than mi .............. and is lik what wrong wit being frank ......... i dun lik ppl who ACT ........... anywa i kno that God loves mi ......... and will give mi the best things on earth .......haha ........... then a lot of competition .......... nowadays .............. too busy la ........ XD ............. so ............ hmm............ got a few things ........... need to clarify ........... cheng qing ...........

1) about the fact that i am despo
- i dun think that i am ......... ( even though SOMETIMES i am but most of the time not ......... XD ....... haha)
- i am despo in terms of thoughts and thoughts usually dun last for a long time .......... the most ... i think five min ......... i think

2) who is my darling??
- the answer is ............................................. TAY WAN LIN ............ pls la ........ a lot of ppl kno liao ........... emily ........ a BIT slow ........ haha

3) yes ............ abt my previous post ............. i am too stress liao ............ so tryin to destress only ......... so ya ......... dun worry ........... if there is someone worryin for mi............. i hope ............

LASTLY ................ ppl .............. i wan to introduce you to my NEW friend .............. xiao jing ................ she is such a good friend that she go with mi .............. everywhere ............. YEAH ........... she the BEST ............. you kno .................

march holidays

haiz ..... now is march holidays and i hopin for june holidays .............XD
oh ya .......... ivp is over .......... YEAh ......... chinese new year celebration is over........... lesson learnt ........ nv tak up a in charge position ........... you will get scoldin one ............. confirm ........... ZZ.......... now i should go and tak my beauty sleep ........... YEAH

over reacting??

am i being too over reacting or wat?? ...... i dun kno .......... so confused now ........... am i a good gal or a bad gal .......... a good friend or a bad friend........... WHO AM I .......... i feel so left by them ........ if i tell anyone ...... they will say tt i am too sensitive ....... how will i kno ....... i used to be part of them ...... but now i feel that there is a distance between ......... because of result ?? because of different tution ........ or isit because of different sports .......... i dun kno .......... haiz ........ i want to TELL someone but no one to talk to ............. i feel so stressed up bcuz of that .......... sob* .........

i kno that God loves me ........... but no matter wat ........... i NEED friends ............ or mayb i dun need friends ......... i am such a loner .......... i seriously dun lik tt feelin whereby i kno i got something need to do but buz of something i need to wait .......... and if i give another suggestion .......... they always think tt i dun lik them ......... wat wrong with not comin from the smae pri skool ........... i juz dun lik tt feelin .......... i feel lik tranferrin out of tt PLACE ........... but i cant ............

i also dun kno ......... i think is God tellin mi not to give up .......... but i muz tell Him .......... i wan to ......... confused gal who is cryin NOW .........

P.S : i know if you all have read this ....... will know who am i talkin abt ........ its ok if you dun lik mi ........ but pls mi kno ..... cuz i dun lik the feelin of being a dummy there ......




A DUMMY BEING LEFT IN THE AIR WITH GOD ABOVE HER AND HER FAMILY BELOW HER BUT ... WHERE IS/ARE HER FRIEND/S???

busy wusy

aiyo ......... my blog is not dead but juz tt the owner is busy......

life is stress

YO....... with all the tests comin ........... haiz ......... i need to study during chinese new year ......... haiz .......... i hate it ....... its suppose to be happy occassion .........haiz ....... school is so stress ...... homeworks and everything ........ and a lot of problems comin out ....... i dun kno whether i shld say ....... but now as a believer of God ........... i always solve my problem with God love me ........ and always sing tis line to myself ......... Jesus loves me. Yes, i know for the bible tell me so ......... YES ........ Jesus loves me ............. so i got nothing to worry about ............. ya ........... oh ya ......... IVP .........haha ........... three of the group go in .......... YEAH... and we are one of them ........... YEAH YEAH ......... haha ........ anywa ........... on matter what ........... life have to go on ........... so ya .........

I am still very upset wit my life even though i said those. I don feel to be part of them, but very extra instead . WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO MI !!

moody days

nowadays ....... love to keep quiet or be very chao.... haiz .......... dun kno y ........ today ....... at GB .......... i felt a total loner ....... reali ........ dun kno for wat reason ........ everyone seems to b avoidin mi ....... haiz ......... or shld i say tt i m avoidin everyone .......... for some personel reasons la......... feelin very stress ...... so many hmwork and things to do ............ haiz ......... haiz ........... and wat .......... stil got competition ...... lik THREEE ........... XD............ actually is optional ......... but i juz wan la .......... XD ..........and goin to learn table tennis soon ......... XD.......... at first is tennis ....... but my dad disagree ......... say wat is bad for my backbone ........ :( ........... but anywa ...... table tennis is FUN too ........... oh ......... stil got GB thing to do........... :((((

change of name

i went to mak ic and find out tt i been writin the WRONG chinese for the past 14 years .......... or mayb 10 only ......... anywa ........... now my name is

黄琡雯

instead of

黄淑雯

haiz ........ need to go and change it from the general office .........haiz .......... haiz

post-birthday

well ......... didn reali hav to blog yesterday ........so any wa ....... i m 15 now ......... yeah ....... goin to mak IC soon ........haha .......... anywa thanks to my clique for givin mi such aa BIG surprise .......... for cheatin mi tt thry FORGOT my birthday ............haha ........anywa ..... a list of ppl to thanks .........

PPL who wished mi on MSN
1. shijie ....... the earliest ...... on MSN i mean
2. cbw .. who count down my birthday
3. my darling sis who is also the first one to call mi in the MIDDLE of the night to wish mi
4. huihui ........ who went offline rite after wishin mi ........
5. hmm... junior i think who wished mi juz NOW ........

PPL who sent mi SMS to wish mi
1. my peer-lite partner ....... kelly who is also one of the first to wish mi
2. my bro and mun ....... haha ....... early in the morning
3. my darling liying .....
4. bernice ........ who is from my cell-grp
5.cbw ......... again ......... suprised tt he wil send a sms to wish mi
6. weiling .........my skippin cum church friend
7.jacintha ......... my funny funny senior ....
8. karina ........ my twin who stil tryin to act cute

PPL who CALLed mi to wish mi
1. my aust sis ........ mum say tt it is a waste of money ......... but anywa i stil LOVE it
2. pei xuan ..... who kind of wierd ........ askin mi to buy her a cake so tt i can celebrate wit her on fri and she can eat the cake..

PPL who wished mi birthday after the GRAND celebration at the MIDDLE of the skool canteen
1. GB friends lik zhen yi , shi pei and more
2. ppl who KNO mi since sec 1 lik ping see ...... and more
2. my NEW classmates lik grace , fiona and more
3. my peer-lite grp juniors lik mei ling , olivia and more
4. and many more more

SPECIAL PPL to thank
1. MY CLIQUE ............ thanks for the wonderful birthday party ......
2. MY FAMILY
3. MI .... haha ........ lamer .......

anywa last but not list .......God ... who hav created mi ......... thanks for being there for mi ........

YEAH ........ i m FIFTEEN .......... XD

pre-birthday

today is 23 .... tml is 24 ........... haha ........ anywa ........... celebrate my BD wit my family liao ......... with a hello-kitty cake ..........haiz ........... i wan to hav a cooler cake ........... anywa ......... ya ......... in less than 24 hrs ...... i will b 15 ......... YEAH ............ haha ......... so childish ...... went around ....... tellin everyone ........ tml is a SPECIAL DAY ..... and guess wat ........ my favo clique ppl ........... say they not comin to skool .......... break my heart ......... sad ............... but anywa .......... 15 is cool ppl ..........haha .......... lamer ........ tryin to crap here ...... and ppl .......... i m not SHORT ........juz tt u all r taller.......... haiz ........... haha

a pic of recent mi eatin dang-oh .......haha

birthday presents

writin tis blog wit tis intention to lame ppl ......... haha ... dun kno y ......... but many ppl askin mi wat i wan ........... i mean obiviously they will not say its for my brithday ......... but haha.... anywa to mak their life easier ........ i come up wit a list ........

I WANT

1. soft toys ( i kno its childish but i stil love it ....... prefer it to be big so tt i can hug it ....... big doggy or bear ......... is nice .....haha)

2. anything related to salmon ........ ( lik wat blossy suggest ......... salmon skippin rope ....... hahaha ........ if u can find ....... or even salmon cake ... haha ..... seriously ........ i dun even mind salmon sushi wit a candle ......... tis is bein so lame ... )

3. anything related to fei lun hai , hua yang shao nian shao nv .........( posters , CDs , Vcds ....... even their signature ......haha )

4. clothes , bag , shoes ... haha ......... benig materialistic ..... i hope its branded ........

5. anywa ........ present is suppose to b ur thoughts ........ wat u think i will wan or need ........ so juz give mi anything tt u wan mi to hav it ........ hand-made or useful


juz to let u ppl kno tt ........ wat other ppl alread brought for mi ......... so tt i dun get two similiar things at one go .......

I GOIN TO HAV

1. fei lun hai CDs .......... so dun b sad ............ haha

2. hua yang shao nian shao nv VCD/DVD ....... so another sad thing to note

3. watch ......... parents juz brought mi one ......... my mum very funny....... she brought mi three birthday presents and wanted to give mi hong bao ........


so ppl ........ the main point is my BD is 24 JANUARY ......... haha

peer lite day

haiz.... cant blive tt the sec ones so enthu ........ super hyper active ....... canno reali do the lesson today ...... haiz ......... let c .... wat happened today ........or shld i say tis few days ........ been HIGH for the math lesson .......... cuz A math and E math is so FUN ........ haha .......... no one bother abt mi ....... so i entertain myself loh .......... haha ......... anywa ......... y cant ppl rmb my BD ........ sad ......... how abt my BP .......... XD......... so self-centered ........... haha ........ skool had been boring .......... nothnig to look forward ........... but tml got CCA ....... so its lik OK ........ but its until 645 .......... haiz ........ by th tim i reach home .......... shld b quite late ....... nothing interesting to talk abt .......... so better go and do hmwork ............ b4 gettin scoldin from teacher .........

CCA fair and concert

school start ..... stress come in .......... haiz .......... bandin and home system ..... i simply canno stnad when both of them are together ......... guess wat ........ i got into the last two class for english AGAIN ....... i mean is predictable .......... but haiz .......... separated from my clique ....... but sittin with wanlin ........ haha ........ then for MATH ......... WAT .. i m in the first band .......... dun wan ........... my math not say very good ............. tt band got AMP student ........ haiz .......... surely fail one ........... accordin to someone who i also dun kno who ........... i shld b sittin wit emily .............. YEAH .......... two important subject .......... sittin wit the clique .......... at least there is stil some hope in life ...... haha ....... then peer- lite ......... the sec 1s ......... r very enthu ....... and very scare to c mi .......... y ....... haha .......... cuz i over-enthu ............. XD........... anywa ........ at first they r very quiet ..... but later ...... warm-up liao ....... they r so noisy ........ somemore i hav sore thoat ........ so pain ........ and they laugh at mi ........ juz read finish isobel bog ...... and rmb tt ...... she got into HCL ........ haha ...... wan lin and emily r in too ......... SO COOL ........ i mean HCL is quite ok ..... y everyone think tt is diffcult or something ..... anywa is easy ..... if u listen to the lesson ...... but so many clever ppl joined HCL ...... so i shld start to read the chinese dictionary liao ....... haha ..... thne cca fair....... last min then tell mi tt i hav to go .. haiz ....... but is FUN ........ everyone is lik sellin something or wat ....... shout here and tere ....... then i very purposely ....... go other CCAs and shout JOIN GB ...... haha ....... my peer lite senior is lik completin wit mi ..... and another time .... i wen to tell her tt ....... her board is too high for pppl to c ..... then she use the board to hit mi ....... and say tt i m too short ..... haiz ...... after tt ....... everyone is tired ......... thne went mac to hav lunch wit zhen yi ........ but canno eat mac ..... so da bao chicken rice ...... and eat at there ...... haha ...... thne went hm rest a while ....... then get ready for eason chen concert ....... simply dun lik tt concert and stil need to pay 60 plus ....... haiz ....... y ....... cuz he speak cantonese ...... OK ....... even though my dialect is cantonese ....... but it doesnt mean tt i kno ...... then ....... i dun reali lik the songs ....... cuz not my favo songs ..... so i juz sit there and sotne for lik 3 hours ......... then went hm by sittin my sis friend car ...... tired day ....... then early in the moring ....... scold by my mum ........ sayin tt i lazy or something ..... but seriously ...... i read hm at 1 plus ........ sleep for lik 4 hours ...... how to work........ my younger sis can sleep lik more then 10 hours ...... of cours she can wake up loh ........haiz

oh ya ...... anyone who need CIP hours for NYAA ........ can come and tell mi ...... i can arrange for you to tutor my PRI SKOOl ....... haha

first day of school

seriously very tired now ......... no time to sian mu other ......... who hav 7-11 in the school ........... is cool ......... but too tired .......... ealry in the morning ........ walk so much ....... haiz ...... new skool is nice and big ......... but haven explore yet .......... tml start lesson......... haiz ............ haiz ........ old women now ..........

NEW YEAR new hope new salmon

haha ....... its a NEW year .......... so i muz hav new hope .......... XD

1. TO break my record of 13 salmon sushi
2. TO be a habit of saying grace
3. TO work even harder for a better result ...
4. TO sing as many songs ( prefer fei lun hai)
5. TO be active in many activities LIK cca, chinese competition and writing
6. Laugh ALL the time
7. Look At BRIGHT SIDE of LIFE ( like there is stil shuai ge in the world lik WU ZUN .... haha ......... and God too ......)

seven ........ cuz tis yr is 2007 .......... 7 ..........

WU ZUN roX

oh my ..... wu zun is lik so cool ......... XD
anywa wat i did recently ............ hmmm ........ firstly merry christmas to everyone .......... then ........ ya

went yuting hse last fri ....... swim, sing , pool at there ............ ya XD

oh my i m stil thinkin of wu zun ............. he is lik so handsome ........... XD XD ........ he is alread in my top TEN chart

1. God
2. Family
3. Dogs
4. Wu Zun
5. Salmon
6. Li Ying
7. Clique
8. Cell Group
9. Pri Skool Friend
10. Sec Skool Friend


tis is my top ten list ............ cool rite

cambodia trip

while there is SUPER a lot to talk abt the trip ..... but i not goin to waste my time writin from day 1 to day 8 abt it ....... so goin giv my reader interestin fact abt the trip ..

INTERESTING FACTS ABT THE TRIP

1. i MUZ hit my head five times daily at cambodia

... ok .... its always happened on bus when i got down or up the bus ......... but at baray ......... i hit my head against the toliet wall .......... cuz while bathin ...... dun kno y there 6 plus alread so dark ........ then i think i wan to take something but accidentally hit the wall ...... haha ........ glenda say she can feel the wall mov ....... haha .......... not my fault wat ....... anywa miss koh came up the reason y i always hit my head ...... cuz the ppl at there is abt same height as mi ..... then i think too highly of myself ........ tt y when everybody get on the bus ...... they will bow their head while i dun even care......... then now it cuz mi to hav stm .......... can rmb things for long ........

2. there is national siseta at cambodia form 12- 2

so cool ........ now i m startin to hav my own siseta ..... haha .......... anywa i can reali get y they need to hav afternoon nap ....... cuz their life pass very slow ..... unlik singapore ......... lik juz do one thing then the day pass liao .......... but there is lik do a lot of things ........ only two hours ......... sad ..............

3. didn eat chicken/egg for 8 days

first thing back in singapore ........ to eat KFC .......... first thing ......... then go to hav a hair cut ......... haha ...........

4. the baray kid can SKIP

oh my .......... u shld c how they skip ........... its lik .......... if got pro teach them ............. they surely can go national ........... haha ........... or even international ........... cuz they hav very good base ..... basic i mean ............

5. the 2nd coy ppl r so friendly

we r at the same boat ride together .......... so ruth and jun tian ........... together wit mi and zhen yi .......... talk super a LOT ...........then i find out tt ruth is skipper too .......... and tt is so cool .......... cuz SKIPPER r cool ppl.............

6. everybody shld hav went for the trip

it is bcuz ........... its worth it ............... i learnt a LOT of things ................ a LOT ............ from the cambodians ........... and i learnt to appreaciate simple things in life ........... lik the clothes and food tat we hav ............ and i cry a lot when i c my parents ............. so touchin ...........

7. different side of the teacher

usuallly they r very scary .......... but now ..........i juz find out tt they r FUN and childish at times ....... lik i dun even kno y miss koh call mi chi- na - pang ( which is till now i still dun get the meanin of it ) when i juz say tt i look reali very chinese ........ haha ......... not bcuz of my skin colour ........

8. i m darker than b4

i shld hav put sun tan lotion ............ but i forgot ............ so its lik now i m darker than b4 .............. AND ............ now i m a DARK SALMON GAL ..............

9. i master the art of bargain

the russian market ......... is our classroom ........... whereby miss poon is our teacher ........... she teach us the skills .......... and we apply it ........... haha ..............

well .......... i think tt all ........... but super funny abt it .......... haha

THINGS TT I DUN KNO ABT THEM

cambodians : they wan to learn a LOT of things ......... and they r so friendly ...........
zhen yi : wow ............. y ppl always think tt she is a quiet gal .......... while the fact is tt she is a noisy gal ............ and dun stop mi from singin .......... i LOVE TO SING ...........
glenda : she realli can burp a lot and LONG enough to broke a record .......
lydia : she got a lot of face expressions .......... which is super funny ..........
pamela : she get so hyper at night ......... dun kno for wat ...........
moykit : she can reali eat alot of food .........
jacintha: another side of her .............. which i dun kno ............. but now i kno .......... she fart alot ......... haha .......... SORRY ........... but true

anywa .......... tt all for today .......