parade

so damm wat loh............. my bro look sooo du ................ how ..... if my senior c ................. so wat loh ............... neve mind .............. i finish the parade ................. neve faint .............hahaz lol ............. i m damm COOL ........................ cuz i m strong ......................hahaz ............ anywa its fun ............ oh ...........after tat ............. i went to natsa fest .................... i m goin to hong kong ................hahaz ............disneyland ......................... so rox ................................

lesson

.. i jux learn somthing new...... by myself ......... i m sooo cool .......... not tat ..... it juz tat i can learn somthin by myself is very cool ...........hahaz ......lol........ oki ........wat i hav learn is tis ...................
"You do not need to be a leader,someone who is special or someone who is popular to be YOURSELF.
You just need to be the BEST of yourself and You are SPECIAL..
You can do your part in the team and you are the BEST..
You nee not people to tell you that you are the most hardworking but you need yourself to tell yourself that
you are the BEST....."
so ppl ............... u all muz also learn tis too ....... oki .......... i always wan to b a leader ....... but ...... i am not from pl pri ......... so i dun kno a lot seniors and GB gals ............. i wan to b ......... but not given a chance ........ anywa........ i have learn tis lesson .......... no matter i m the leader or the member .......... as long i did my very BEST .......... i can give myself a pat .....and say proudly ..I AM THE BEST!!!.....

Reflection on camp

Self-Reflection

i used to think tat .......... i canno do alot of things .......... lik drill and reportin ......... cuz i m small and annoying ............. and weak .......... but i learnt tat as long as i try ........... it does not matter .......... wat the result is .......... but i know tat i try b4 ................ yes ......... in tis camp i try .................... i even share abt my feelin for other ............ my thought ..................but it seem useless............ i want to b a gal who telll friends all abt her feelin and her thought ..........but it useless ........... every1 juz think tat i hate every1 and want to b likeable ............ i confess ..... i want to b friendly , fuuny cheerful , leader .......... i want .......... i want ........... but as long i have ppl who care abt mi ......... i dun care who i m ........... but ......... no 1 seem to kno tat ..................... ppl always hav to 2 side ........... im .............i m .............. nvm ..... cuz i kno i m a small part ........not a big part ...................... but no matter i play .............cuz i kno .........i dun need any 1 to look up to mi ...............but all i need is I .........is I ..........failer r ppl who look down on themselves ........... I NOT failer ............... but ......... a loner .........i may look lik i got friends to talk to ........ but actual fact .....i not .............no 1 reali wan to talk to mi ........... i m loner .....even loner than the so-call loner ............. *sob*.*sob*.......
isit reali veri diffcult to find a good friend..........
am i reali tat difficult to b with ...........

GB Sec 2 training camp

...ya ...... the camp ........

DAY 1

......very nervous cuz of the camp is startin .......... and someone is the orderly ... so i damm scare loh .......
Checkin-in: so scary......... get scolded cuz of the tie ............ but stil happy .......... cuz it mean i grew taller.........hahaz
Drill: feelin not wellll....... at first its oki 1 but later get choke in water ......... then bcome blur blur ...
Dinner: make us run up and down ........ wat the ........ b4 dinner lei .... anywa i didn feel well at all...
Game - Drill : didn go at all .... cuz not well .......... thank drustilla(dun kno how to spell) and clarice , and ppl who care abt mi ......I LOVE U ALL +muckz+(mic also got ask if im oki ... she say something lik dun cry , i will feel better ...... WOW ...... she SOoo nice.. but the way she ask stil abit lik commandin lik tat)
Shower: so-call 1 .....i didn bathe at all ..... stinko first day...(onli 15 min)
Area cleaning: fu mei so cute loh...... her voice i mean ........ so cute ... but the toliet a bit very "clean"
Wash up/Light out: sleepy liao ...... cuz of the running ........ i stink anywa.......tat nikki talk and talk ..until jasmin shout at her ......... hahaz....... bao ying...........

DAY 2
Rise and Shine: every1 woke up sooooo early ........... dun kno 4 wat ........hahaz ......
Quiet time: soo quiet ........ cuz i sleepy wat ......
5 BX: wat the .......shout then run .........a bit the
Breakfast : yummy ....... cuz i finish them hahaz...........
Devotion: abt discipline 1 .... then i share my thoughts ........ not bcuz of the point system 1 ........ but anywa no one will blive mi......... a bit sad.....
Trianing session 1& 2 : oki la not soooo bad........ nco .....CHRIST values
Surprise Inspection: i m the 1 who report ......... to WINA lei .... so scary lei ......... her eyes damm big...... so scary ............. actually they want blossom to go 1 ......... but i juz come out lik tat .... i bet they will think i want to stand out ........... even sadder than b4 tat........
Drill: ya......... after all tat thing ... every1 is lik look at mi dun lik wat ....WATEVA ......... i m soo cool at the DRILL la ....... cuz i can bang............ not loud but at least a good 1 .............hahaz....... oh ya .......hanta ( wateva u call tat) i kept doing on the wrong leg ........ then WINA is like ....shu wen can u do hanta or shu wen r u oki ........... i dun remenber which verison ... but i m sure she talk to mi .............then i kept workin on my hanta .............. glenda and elizabethand more ppl help mi..... thank to ppl who help mi.......... i kno i very blur i will try my best 1..........
Game: WOW.......... so nice loh ..........we eat lik a lot of impossible thing lik watermelon and nutella ....hahaz........so funny......... but i kept prentendin i m the leader ........... sorry.......... i did not mean to ........ but come to winning ........... i very kiao su 1 .......... sorry ............ any wa rain at the end ................. sit miss ho car ...... so good ............
Shower: do duty so neve bath again ......... i m stinker........
Special Programme: cool ........ the skit ........ its so funny ................the movie so nice ......... espeacially the "" part ......... the seniors are lik shouting .........dun kno wat so funny .............
Supper-light out : all oki ....... so RELAX
Midnight drill : all of a sudden ............ scare mi lei ............... but it suck ............ dun lik it at all ............. some ppl thought it joke .......cuz special programme gui fneg and classrisa bluff us tat we have wat midnight enrolment parade rehersal .......... wat muz wear full- u ............lol ......... i reali blive lei ............ but after think ........ quite impossible ......... cuz soo black ...lol

DAY 3
Rise and Shine: feelin not good but bad ..........
Quiet time : so quiet again ..........
Breakfast: so cool..... i finish it again hahaz .........
Devotion : so FUN ........ I LOVE IT
MArketing-Cooking and eating : soooooo fun .......... any wa i neve lik wet market b4 .........ya we our LOVE noodle and LOVE dessert ...... i m soooooooo cool ........ cuz the name i think 1 .....hahaz.......... ya .FORCE to eat leftover pizza ............LEFTOVER .......... some more i eat the part spicy 1 ............. so hot .............. cheryl gan damm mean lei ........
Games: every1 is sooooooooooo ethu.......................
Wash up: every1 is soooooooooo dirty..dirty dirty
Packing & Area Cleaning : we r first ....... cuz we rox............. anywa very tiring .....
Evalution and Phototaking: we got first............ yeah ............cuz we rox ....................LOVE ROX .......................... ya .....jillian got best camper .........bet she will b our CSM ...cuz almost all senior lik her and she sooooo clever......................
HOME SWEET HOME : i love tis part the most............

GB camp

... my post 4 training camp is comin................. so if u wan to kno ................ pls read my blog tml kk............ i will make a lot of comment 1 .....................................

(i m making another blog ........... its very nasty 1 .......... i will make comment for every 1 ......only how i feel ........... so those who know mi better dun go...........)

i m sooooooo lovely

i have HOTMAIL liao...................hahaz lol..........i m so ROX .................................hahaz................its emotional_shuwen@hotmail.com.................. hahaz............................ stil got a lot of hmwork .........................................gtg bb