FUNFAIR

funfair is FUN... to me la. XD I am being dunk for two times. haha! I am sit at that place for hours and no body can dunk me until ... this pair of father and son. ( my heart is like i am gonna dunk for SURE and i am DUNK ) haha!

Anyway, i have fun being wet and trust me, being a safety I/C is not safe at all. We are always spashed by the water. Then, if the person did not tuck in their shirt properly, we need to stand in front of the tank to cover for them. There was once, whereby a paper is inside the tank, nobody wants to go in and take it out. SO, i went inside without being dunk just to get a SMALL piece of paper. What's wrong with a paper inside the tank ?

My whole day is like tending the stall. SO, didnt really play any other games but eat quite a number of free food. XD Liying should have come to the fair. My sisters came to fair and i seriously hope that they enjoy the fair.

I need to finish the chrous of the song...
next time ba

haha to blog

Actually dun plan to blog today, but someone asked me to blog. So that the person can tag, so i post one post to make that person happy. XD

Anyway, today is boring. It is just maths and pe. ( even though pe is fun, but i stil dun lik the fact that i am called the lefter hander... we are a special grp ppl lei. One out of ten people are left handed. SO we are the ten percent. )

YA .. my next song ..
( LOOK BELOW)

( Pls comment so that i can improve )

两点三十分

两点三十分
你要我记住这每分每秒
你说这就是我们的时刻
全世界都为在那一刻停了 就只为了我们
因为我们的爱情路在那一秒开始了

两点三十分
我会永远记住这一秒
因为我好爱你，舍不得你
我希望时间不会继续
那么爱情梦就不会被破灭

( chrous will next time ... i need to re write again .. )

abt cca

Yo!! ppl ( updating with my recent stuff) End of year is over and innovation week is over, so i am like super FREE! ( i think i should be a good girl and go for my CCA then) XD

Anyway, a wierdo like me starts to pick up other hobbies despite my busy scedule. I am like writing songs and reading XIN LIN XUE which is psychology. I know they are both very cheem stuff but trust me, i can handle them. ( if both of them are in chinese ) and ... YES Both of them are in chinese. HAHA!! SO i should not keep them in the dark and should show it to you all then. But i still cannot understand the psychology ( i am still at second page of the book ). I can let you all see my second song.

I allow any comment to my song( take note : i am a yin chi which means my song do not have any tune ) CONSTRUCTIVE comments pls!!

THEN, the song is copyrighted to ME!! ( HUANG SHUWEN)

<<不喜欢了>>

因为等了太久
所以忍不住打了那通电话
但电话另一端的你
却只说了一句＂不喜欢了＂

难道你不知道
难道你不了解
我的等待只是为了
换来你的一句 ＂我还喜欢＂

是你先说喜欢我
是你打动我的心
但也是你狠心地说了一句
＂我不喜欢你了＂

每一个字刺进我的心
简单地几个字
却成为我伤心几天的理由
我不要 我不要
再听到＂不喜欢你了＂

tag on my blog .. if u want to comment
( more will be comin up .. if ppl request )

piano guys

YO!! ppl ! I just brought the sercet DVD. Love it when jay zhou and yu hao completing against each other, they looked very cool. I seriously disagree with EMILY, guys who played the piano are seriously very COOL. They focus on playing the piano with that kind of expression. OH MY !! I love that expression la.

Anyway, why am i writing this kind of thing? It is because isobel asked me to update my blog but i got nothing to blog about ! SO i should just crap, HAHA :D BUT .... BUT ... I still loves guy who played the piano.

ceLEbration of FREEDOM

FinAlly, EOY is over. EOEOY- End of end of year.. Now, i can play and relax til i get the result!!

Specially wanted to delicate this to the Lord,

Dear Lord,

I thank you for giving me strength when i need. Lord, i know that you are always there for me. Therefore, i always put my faith and trust in you. I thank you for "pei" me during this period of time. Thank you Lord for your wisedom that i am able to finish all my exam. I commit my result into your hand and pray that you will watch over it. Thank you Lord.

Amen

YEAH ... i finish my exam .. now i shld go and play ....

( Guys who played the piano are simply cool. It is even cooler if they can play classical ones ... LOVE THE EXPRESSION they have when they played. )

pic pic

MY WOUND !!!
Tt time ... tt competition ... tt pic my emo -dog ... kick away all our shoes juz to get her emo-corner..
still emoing ...
i seriously studied ...


my two legs and one hand

this robot can dance !!
i am stil studying..
my piggy ..
my self-made sashimi XD
ENJOYIN every taste of the SALMON

tt all .....

stil got three more days to FREEDOM...

Yo!!! ppl ... SUFFERING FROM DEPRESSION NOW .. for a few simple reason ..





1. EXAM ... confirm goin to FAIL .. ( canno finish geo and ss at ALL)


2. CHURCH CAMP or CAMBODIA MISSION TRIP ( stil dun kno what to choose at all .... )


3. SCOLDED BY PPL ( stil suffering from trauma)


4. I HATE RESPONSIBILITY !!! ( very contracting ... last time i love to be part of everything ... now .. i only want to escape... escape to somewhere .. where i will not get scolding at all .. and got no one to blame for anything )





YA .. for these reason, i am suffering from depression. I do not understand , why , no matter how much effort i put into the work , no thing, NOTHING , is being appreciated ?? WHY ? I am just too depress now. Then, i should not have do anything.





Anyway, latest update on my wound .. It is recovering. The dry up parts are dropping off by itself. SO good !! I still got three more days to finish my exam ..YEAH ! Then i should play like mad and then face the music. XD !





Picture means a thousand words ... show you all some picture ( include my wounds ones ! )

me and my rabbit..
goin to KISS
all my salmon plates ... XD


hmm.. wat shld i choose ? ( of cours is SALMON)

( i dun think i can take in anymore stress. those ppl just dun wan me to get in anything. then why should i make my life terrible by forcing myself to be in the circle. they just dun wan to accept anyone that is not in their clique. ) ( they dun seem to accept me as part of them anymore. it is just tt i didn go and eat with them . Muz tt be a big mistake of my life ? i reali like them and want to be best of friend. but i cant . after three years with them , it is stil a fact that i am not from that pri skool) ( dun put high hopes on mi , i canno tak it . EXPECTATION is zero to me. my skins are suffering everytime i think abt jobs. if this continue , i will rather die than continue my life in this manner ) ( STUDYING STUDYING ... is tt what i can do .. anyway, i cannot even studying . i am so useless. cannot do well in studies and cca . even with relationship . i canno handle at all . wat wrong with me? am i falling apart? )

bad bad day

This week suppose to be a mugging week. Yes, i am mugging but for today, it will be the worst day.

First thing-

last night i am having stomache. It continue til this morning. At first, i dun want to go out and study. But i have already promise my younger sister. So, i end up forcing myself to go out.

BAD THING -1

Second thing-

i need to wait for my sister. She misplace her phone yesterday. So, she went back to school to get her phone. My parents CALLED my phone FIFTEEN times, just to ask for her. TO ASK FOR HER LEI. How about my stomache? I think my heart is aching loh. Anyway, my parents are so irritated that my mum called me to scold her. She is like scolding and scolding to me. I am like HELLO ? I am shuwen, not bao yuan.

BAD THINGS - 2

Third thing-

I fell down on the road. Thanks God that there is no car at that point of time. Or else i am going to die loh. What happened? I thought that my sister is so kind to ask me where to cross the road. So i said that i want to use the traffic light. She did not listen to me and ran across the road. AND THEN, the fatal accident happened. As a RESPONSIBLE sister, i ran after her and fell down IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD. This is the second time in this year that i felt this way. The first time is trip over my DOG. OH MY !! Then , blooding kept flowing. I thought i going to die cause i never see myself bleed so badly before. I CRIED all the way and kept blaming my sister for running across the road.

BAD THINGS- 3

Anyway, i took a few pictures of my wound. ( i never bleed so much before)

My left leg...


My right hand ....

My left hand

My right hand with an open wound ... no blood but the pain is worst than the leg..


THE END

I still need to study..