stil got three more days to FREEDOM...

Yo!!! ppl ... SUFFERING FROM DEPRESSION NOW .. for a few simple reason ..





1. EXAM ... confirm goin to FAIL .. ( canno finish geo and ss at ALL)


2. CHURCH CAMP or CAMBODIA MISSION TRIP ( stil dun kno what to choose at all .... )


3. SCOLDED BY PPL ( stil suffering from trauma)


4. I HATE RESPONSIBILITY !!! ( very contracting ... last time i love to be part of everything ... now .. i only want to escape... escape to somewhere .. where i will not get scolding at all .. and got no one to blame for anything )





YA .. for these reason, i am suffering from depression. I do not understand , why , no matter how much effort i put into the work , no thing, NOTHING , is being appreciated ?? WHY ? I am just too depress now. Then, i should not have do anything.





Anyway, latest update on my wound .. It is recovering. The dry up parts are dropping off by itself. SO good !! I still got three more days to finish my exam ..YEAH ! Then i should play like mad and then face the music. XD !





Picture means a thousand words ... show you all some picture ( include my wounds ones ! )

me and my rabbit..
goin to KISS
all my salmon plates ... XD


hmm.. wat shld i choose ? ( of cours is SALMON)

( i dun think i can take in anymore stress. those ppl just dun wan me to get in anything. then why should i make my life terrible by forcing myself to be in the circle. they just dun wan to accept anyone that is not in their clique. ) ( they dun seem to accept me as part of them anymore. it is just tt i didn go and eat with them . Muz tt be a big mistake of my life ? i reali like them and want to be best of friend. but i cant . after three years with them , it is stil a fact that i am not from that pri skool) ( dun put high hopes on mi , i canno tak it . EXPECTATION is zero to me. my skins are suffering everytime i think abt jobs. if this continue , i will rather die than continue my life in this manner ) ( STUDYING STUDYING ... is tt what i can do .. anyway, i cannot even studying . i am so useless. cannot do well in studies and cca . even with relationship . i canno handle at all . wat wrong with me? am i falling apart? )