SALMONIN AGAIN

You can never guess what did i do yesterday.. ..

I WENT TO EAT SALMON AGAIN ..

HAHA!

WITH MY MUM ..

I know , I know.. You are shocked. However, it is a fact.

I will show you all pictures then.

SALMONIN

FOODS!

MORE SALMONS...

ISOBEL"S SALMONs...

haha.. yummy..

WOW...

CHERYL TRYING NEW STUFF...

YUMMY!

I ATE ALL THESE..

SALMON SASHIMI

I had a reallly great day today. Yesterday, i played monopoly with my sisters from 12 am to 3 am. I won cause the two player owed me money and went bankrupt.Haha! I even managed to build SIX hotels. so FUN!

For today, i went to sakae sushi with my cell. It is fun cause we tries a lot of new stuff. AND with Cheryl, we can just try and try and try. She will help to finish the foood if you cant finish it. This is goood. Next time when i want to try any new stuff, i will bring cheryl along. LOL. I shoot a lot of photos. SEE IT !! haha!

Twilight

Watched Twilight that day.. .. It is a rather good show. The guy is super cute in some ways, i think. Anyway, hope to watch more movies soon.

I am super not good with primary school student. Thank God for letting me knowing this fact earlier, so that i will NOT choose early childhood as my course if i am going poly. They are too high and have lot of energy. I must admit that i am OLD in front of them. I am so restless after each session with them. The secondary students are so much better. At least, they are not energy consumer. They are just energy taker. haha!

Going to learn a new skill soon. haha!

I'm not OKAY

Thanks for everyone's concern. I am really fine.

My family grew stronger everytime. I can feel it. Though we tried to cheer each other up, but there were still times we need to be alone. It's ok to cry. It's normal to cry. I guess that those were words i heard or i could say to whoever who could feel the pain.

He has always been the funniest person i ever know.
He is the one who taught me to forgive and forget.
He is the one who tried all methods to heal my skin condition.
He is the one who supports me in everything i do.
He is the one who helped me to catch dragonfly when i needed it for science project.
He is the one who will fetch me home whenever i called.
He is the one who will cut the fruit i wanted to eat.
He always knew what is on my mind.
He will always pays attentions to my need and concern.
He taught me calligraphy and chinese poem.
He is the one who marked my chinese composition.
He is the one who protected me whenever my sister bullies me.
He is the one who made jokes just to earn my smiles.
He is the one who called me "ma fan yang" or "cute cute de".
He is the one who will cook my favourite dish.
He is the one who gave me extra cash when i dun even need it.
He is the one who look up for chinese words in the dictionary when i only need it for my zuo ye.
He is the one who called all my aunties everyday just to talk to them.
He is the one who always says "Any problem? No Problem."
He ensures my anxiety and only gaves me the best he could.

He is .. . .

He is .. ..

There are so many things i could remenber he as. Though my sister kept complaining that she did not have enough time with him, i guess my only complaint would be having too much with him. I always remembered as the one who picked up my calls when i called home. The one who sit at that chair to welcome me home. The one who i worked with and the one who kept me laughing. Now, that he is gone. The house seems to be empty. There are so many people in the house but i know nothing can replace him.

We used to complain that he did not want to work. Now, we hope that he would just stay at home. Sometimes, i still hope that everything that happened was just a dream. Nothing happened. The ambulance did not come to my house. I did not attend the funeral. Everything is just as to normal. However, i knew i cant cheat myself. Facts are facts. He is gone and never come back.

There were times i grumbled that i am only 16. I should not be the one who faced such things. He has always been a healthy man with no diseases. I grumbled that why must him be the one who is taken away. I looked at those who smokes and drinks at their 60s and 70s. I complained that life is so unfair , he did not even smoke or drink and he was just gone. Life is really unfair. Maybe, somedays i will be gone just like him. Fast and without pain.

However, i cannot imagine the pain that my family will need to take. I cant.

Maybe, God has plan for him. He is susppose to be in heaven when the accident occured. But, he bargained to stay for one more year so that our family can pulled though tough times. God wants him to enjoy in heaven with him and need not suffer anymore. He will be and will look after our family just like what he always do.

There is only one thing i could tell other people. Treasure those around you. It mays seem like they will be there forever but they will not. Do take time to appreaciate them and what they did. Treat everyday like there is no tommorrow. They may be here today but gone tommorrow. There is no point to fight with your love one. Cause when they are gone, you willl be the one who regret whatever you said. Treat them well even if you are not happy with what they were doing. God must have His reason to put you all together as a family.

I knew i can stay strong.
I knew i would.

However, i know i can never forget that handsome guy tt is deep inside my heart.

I LOVE YOU, DADDY!

My day as a tutor

I AM UPDATING!

Haha!

Kind of busy for this week. SLEEPING, EATING AND SLACKING.. haha!

Yesterday, i spent my whole day with lot of people. I finally got a call and was able to start work yesterday. It was busy but fun. Everyone of them has different speed and i need to cater to their needs. Anyway, I was on hot demand. Everyone was calling me teacher! It felt good!

haha!

Dun really have anything to blog liao!

WHAT CAN I DO?

Prom is fun.
Primary school outing is fun.
Sleeping is fun.
Tutoring is fun too.

PROM PROM

*blow dust*

HAHA!

It's been a long time since my last post. I really want to do this now.

I FINISHED MY RACE FOR SECONDARY SCHOOL!!

It's such a good feeling. I want to eat sashimi right after paper! HAHA!

Anyway, i been going these two days for cambridge dinner to search for the dress. I brought another dress which is totally different from what my sister brought for me. I hope she does not mind. It's so tired to shop and talk at the same time with so many people. However, at least we did manage to get some clothes. I am so excited for the dinner. I hope that it will here soon.

I GOT a job now! However, i wanted to get another job too! So, i am gonna be super busy this holiday, no time to waste!

PPL,
pls book me before i am too busy tutoring ... haha!


I MISS MY SCHOOL!
I MISS MY FORM TEACHER!
I MISS MY CCA!
I MISS CHAPEL!
I MISS RECESS!
I MISS LUNCH BREAK!
I MISS MASS STUDY!
I MISS PRACTICAL!
I MISS CLIQUE!
I MISS MY CLASS!
I MISS MY JUNIOR!
I MISS EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE IN THE SCHOOL!

too many misses to express! and i am very random!

( I had done my best and i will leave the rest to Him. For i have faith in Him, that my prayers were heard and answered. He is the wonderful Father.)

O O O

After Prelims, will be FULL POWER to O level. I will finish the race with a smile.


ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE WHO IS RUNNING THE RACE TOOO! JIA YOU!



Ps: Last post before O level ends.

( Crying is useless. It will not bring the dead back to life.)

Olympic

RILEY SALMON YOU ROCKS!!


HAHA!! Prelim is here. TOMORROW, will be the battle against human geography and HCL. I hope i will win. NO! I WILL win cause the Lord is with me!!


SALMON WON GOLD for volleyball. GO USA!! ALL the WAY!!

DPA DPA DPA

My butt is super duper big in this picture !!!

Sipei just got the call from TP. At least she got a call ... .. I do not know whether i will get one. I am having a very super duper mixed feeling now. I worried that i cannot get the interview. On the other hand, i want to trust in the Lord and believe in His plan. I know He got a plan for me, but i want to know about it too. That is just one thing that Human cannot be patient. MAYBE, God is testing my patience .. .. HAIZ

It's ok then. Let's think of it in a good way. Maybe SP is busy. Maybe the phone got problem. Maybe they want to test my patience too. THEN, i should wait. I will wait.

Trust in Him , for His plan is wonderful.

The PL musical is AWESOME. Love it. Hope that i can catch the next one too.

:) NEW house

New room
New location
New lifestyle
New walking distance
New HOUSE

WILL it be a NEW beginning????


These few weeks are tiring. I love my new house but hate to move from my old house to new one. I just decided next time i move to anywhere, i will just keep those things i NEED N LOVE. Other than that, i will THROW it away. Or else, it is taking too much space and time to move them. HAHA:)

blossom birthday surprise

XD.. .. I am suppose to be in school. HAHA.. .. I got muscle strain la. So, my family wants me to stay at home instead of spend my time in the school. I thought i got good leg muscle. But after 5 rounds in the parks, i doubt that i got good leg muscle. Anyway, i went to fish & co at novena yesterday, to give blossom a surprise. She is shocked but cannot really see that on her face. (as usual .. .. HAHA) There were a lot of funny things during that celebration and the study session at the library. I will just name the top 3 ba .. ..

The 3rd place goes to .. .. Wan lin's blur blur incident

Emily wanted to borrow that fann wong book. However, there was something wrong with the system or her card. So, she went to the service counter. Initially, we were waiting for her at the side of the counter. We find it wierd that we are standing there so we wanted to wait outside. BUT, wanlin seems to be so interested at the counter uncle that christabel and i were outside of the library and she still stand at the same position. ( we did not tell her that we wanted to go out.) HAHA! Then, she turn left 180 degree and right 180 degree. AND a 360 degree turn. HAHA! But she still did not realise that we are outside until she really went out of the library. HAHA!

BLUR WANLIN

The 2nd place goes to .. .. Isobel's wedding

We were talking in the library about some topic that we lead to the topic of wedding. Then, we discuss about isobel's wedding. HAHA! We talked about how blur she will be at her wedding. HAHA! For example, she will be eating while the pastor is talking. Then, when it is time to say i do, everyone will look at her. She will be like saying "what". Someone will tell her that she need to say i do. Then she will say "oh, i do"HAHA!

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The FIRST PLACE goes to BLOSSOM and the FISH&CO workers

They sung her a very special birthday song. WITH HU HA inside .. .. At first, it is just a CHEER. Then it is the song. HAHA! I think the most funny part is that they made her hold two yan huo in her hand, while they are doing the thingy. HAHA! I think i should load the video on my blog, then you will know how funny it is. HAHA!



HAHA! fun day for monday but sad that it is the last week of the school holiday.

study with liying

:)

I met liying on Monday to study. HAHA:) to study. But actually we only spent 1 hour at the KFC. AND the one hour consist of gossiping and crapping. HAHA:) I seriously need to spend time studying. I did not study for almost the whole holiday except for doing homework. What should i do??


I am so addicted to drama series that i am like watching it everyday. My sister cannot believe that i am a o level student. ME TOO! I am still behaving like i am in primary school. HAHA:) Playing some only girls online games... My younger sister just shout at me, saying that i am childish. My reply is that my childhood life is being destroy by her, so i am trying to find it back. HAHA:) rather lame reason to find to skip doing my homework.

School Holiday ?????

oh my !! I still cant believe that it is school holiday ALREADY!! Why ???

CAUSE i STILL need to go back to SCHOOL!!

My tuition teacher says that sec four life is like that .. .. study study ...

I think after O level i should REST for one year before continuing my studies. HAHA!

I want to go ZOO, BIRD PARK.

Haha ! so random .. ..

Thank God

This is a post about thanking God.

Thanking Him for His action and His love ... .. ...

I thank Him for His action.
He sent His one and only son to save me.
I thank Him for putting me into my school. It is though the school that i know.
I thank Him for letting me to know Miss Seah and huihui. It is though them that my walk with Him become closer.
I thank Him for protecting my family and taking care of them. Even though we are always fighting, but i know deeply in our hearts we can live with each other. We enjoy each other's company. We love each other.
I thank Him for putting into such a big family, and allow me to allow what is care and love.
I thank Him for putting me in Singapore.
I am so blessed to live in this country. I know that i am safe and i am able to recieve education.
I am really blessed because i get to be involved in many events.
I also thank Him for the great friends that i have. My primary school friends, secondary school friends, clique six, class clique , gb clique and many more. They had help along my life and encourage me along the way.
I thank God for my results. It is not everything and with His power, i believe i can acheive great things.

I thank Him for His love.
I thank Him for loving me.
I thank Him for his love so that when i feel down, i am always reminded of His love for me.
I thank Him for loving me just the way i am, i need not to be somebody to be love.
I thank Him for accepting me and making me feel happy everyday. Every morning, i wake up and tells myself that God bless this day and He really bless.
I thank Him for his unfailing love. His love never end and He love me more and more each day.


I thank God for everything i have.

Thank YOU!

消失

消失

你知道什么是消失吗？

东西不见了，不再出现了。 那就是消失。

我现在就是想成为那一样东西。

我不见了，不再出现了。我真的消失了。

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如果能那样有多好，

消失在我最不喜欢的时候，

消失在我最烦的时候，

消失在我最伤心的时候，

消失在大家的面前，

我想大家的生活也不会有什么分别。

因为有没有我，

太阳还是会升，

月亮还是会在，

雨还是会在下，

我的存在一点也不重要。

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我知道他（上帝）爱我，我也爱他（上帝）。

不过， 他（上帝）能带我走吗？

Mid-year mid year mid year

One more paper and that's it.

I hope i did well for other paper. I really "tried" my best. Even though i am really playing with my calculator during the A math paper. Anyway, at least i feel so much better after science paper. This is the first time that after my science paper, i can smile to my friends and ask them for answer. HAHA... XD MATHS AND GEO AND SS .. i seriously need to spend my whole june holidays on them.

Looking forward to the Bully-free camp, even though i have lesson on those days. It's ok. I had already completed my physics. For chemistry, i will just ask teacher sherry to teach then. For literature, i will just copy notes from other people. HAHA... XD

When the mid-year results are out, i will just praise the Lord with it. I prayed for every single paper. So, whatever results i got, it will be for God's glory.

To those PURE people,

GOOD LUCK! You still 1+1=2 paper and i only got 2-1=1 paper. XD

Trust in Lord.

CooL and HoT guy

He is cool!! Love his shows.. XD

our OWN sec 4 farewell

Thanks people! ( wens - wen shuang and wen yi , shimin, sharlene, huiling, justina and sipei) I had a great time today. I hope you all have fun today too. Hope that huiling will upload those photo quick then we can see all our PHOTOS. XD

X-country today. It's fun sitting there, looking at other people run. However, we did run too. We need to walk ONE km to and fro. It was such tiring thing to do. While walking back, i saw the dragon boating race. It was so exciting. I seriously wanted to join the dragon boating. I should go any JCs or POLYs that has dragon boating as ECA. HAHA! Imagine me, doing dragon boating. SO COOL.

After that, early lunch at pizza hut. We saw many of our friends. It's expected. Whenever our school has an event, the nearby mall will be filled with our school people. We had a good time talking. As usual, i was the last to finish my food. Then, we went around shopping. We entertained each other with songs and toys! I cant wait to see the picture we took. We brought a balloon each to remember this farewell. We are like some children and play with throwing balloon whenever we have time. MATURE wen yi will ask us to stop while others just laugh off.

AND THEN, this is when the HIGHLIGHT of my day happens. SOMEBODY claimed that the thing given to us is FREE. So, i just stare at the thing SHE gave us. Then SHE starts to blah off with how poor thing is the children and how we can help. SHE says any amount will do. ANY amount. In the end, we came up with $4. That the moment, she says must be at LEAST $10 in order to get which she claimed to be free at first. WHAT IS THIS? I feel so cheated. Then, we forced ourself to come up with $10. FORCE.

Oh ya. The first she asked us when she approached us, is ask us which school are we from. I thought she is just doing some survey cause i saw the clip board, so i just say out my school name. Wen shuang says that part of the tactics that she used to make us feel embarrassed if we didn DONATE. What is in exchange for the CHEATED $10? At first, she says it's a notebook. When we flip through the pages of the NOTEBOOK, we found NOTES in the book. Not real notes that can help us for mid year exam. It's all about the organisation. So, we threw that CHEATED notebook. My brother says that we should take that notebook and complain to the organisation. But, we were too angry for that moment that we just wanted to throw it away.

I mean, i dun mind doing charity work. If she approaches at the right timing and did the right thing by telling the truth, I will donate WILLINGLY. I search the net before and i knew this organisation do exist. I still thought of going there to help. But after this incident, i definitetly do not want to help in that organisation. What's wrong with approach us and tell the truth? I knew that that is difficult but how can she do that to us.

一朝被蛇咬，十年怕井蛇。 ( in case SOMEBODY thinks that its too chim, it means once bitten, twice shy.) I been to this kind of situation more than once. AND i still didnt learn my lesson. Maybe because they were all using different tactics. So, how can blame us that we are not kind enough to donate, it is because of this kind of thing that happens that caused us to avoid buy the ticket or donate a large amount.

Argh! Still very angry now when i mention this thing. ANYWAY, exam coming. I better study hard and igore those kind of thing.

28/4 - 12/5 -> Mid year exam

17/5 -> Training

27/5- 29/5 -> Bully Free camp

DJ competition

After a mermorable yesterday, i am super tired for today. However, i still got competition for today. I must say i have did my best. Whether i will get the next round that will be another matter. However, i believe everything will follows His plan. IF i get in the next round, ALL of you must come and support me k?

sec four farewell

sob* Yesterday, was our sec four farewell. Time really flies. I remenbered that time i was in sec one. I dun even know what is sec four farewell. BLUR! Then i only gave a present to shijie and no one else. SO embarrassing when other seniors pass the present to you. Some of them dun even know you but still give it to you. Yesterday, i saw those blur faces again. Looking at their faces, it reminded me of my four years in GB.

SEC ONE
Just join pl, didn know what to do. When i heard that blossom wanted to join GB, i just joined. She is my first friend in pl k. For your information, GB is not my first choice. My first choice is handbell but i malu myself during the interview so didn get in. ( i dun really have any music talent.) My first GB meeting is exciting. I dun even what is squad and what is platoon. The first roll call is simply madness. I walk like robot and turn only when i realise i need to turn. XD The year go on with all the badgework and drill. N of course the company. It is seriously fun. I love that camp like MAD. The seniors are super nice and take goood care of us. That is like kind of my honeymoon year whereby friday is a day when i m going to ENJOY.

SEC TWO
I started to realise the roles of the leader. Instead of being so slack, i try to act active. With NCO meeting and internel drill competition coming, i need to polish my boots. I remembered how 2A2 GB clique always sit together and BURN the kiwi. YES! We set fire on the kiwi. We will always think of ways to polish our boots until its SHINE. But i also think that that is when i started to dislike drill and camp. Oh YA! Our sec two training camp. I can say that that camp seriously changed me. I start to grow after the camp. To be a leader ( i think) I also make a lot of new GB friends. GREAT friends who i never forgets.

SEC THREE
This is when stress comes in. At the start of the year, i am quite busy with competition and peer lite. So, i start to think that GB is a waste of time. I think partly is because i stay very far from the school. So everytime after CCA, i am SUPER tired. Anyway, after i got the position, i try to change my mindset. A lot of things happened when i got the position. But with great power comes great responsibilty. I need to be responsible with every move i make and every step i take. Thank God! He always give me strength and wisedom when i needed them. Coping CCA and school work is tough. But with His power, i know i can do all things.

SEC FOUR
My final YEAR. Count down all my GB meetings and even got my pioneer pin. Now that i am leaving, i simply in love with GB. Sometimes, you will not miss the thing until you lose it. The sec four farewell is WELL DONE! Thanks to the planning comm who put in the effort. I love the video that you all did and WHEN did u tak my BLUR pic. XD I really miss all my CCA friends. I really miss you all JUNIORS! I miss you my SQUAD FOUR. I miss you my SERVICE COM. I miss you my LOVE PLATOON! miss misses and missing..

To : ALL MY BATCH PEOPLE
You all are bunch of GREAT people. Thanks for accompanying me for the FOUR YEARS. I really miss the crazy time we have. As we go on, we remember all the times we have together. As our life changes, we remember we will still be FRIENDS FOEVER!

To : the OLD Excos
Yoyoyoyo! Thanks for all your support. When everytime i went mad or stress, it is you all who bring me back to normal. THANK YOU! I will miss you and the time we spend to discuss about GB.

To: the NEW Excos
Congrats to all who get ur position. I hope that is something that you wants. No matter you like it or not, God put you there for His purpose. So, just play your parts and do His will. Even though i am not in GB anymore, you all still can look for me for help. ( especially Renee ... XD) Pray to Him and seek His wisedom. He is really a awesome God.

To: Love Platoon, Sq FOUR, Service Com
All my mermories spent with you all will never ever be erase. I enjoyed time spent with you all. I enjoyed the laughing time we have. I enjoyed the siao siao time we have. I enjoyed the planning time and event time we have. I enjoyed the roll call we have. I enjoyed the platoon time we have. I enjoyed the squad time we have. I enjoyed so much because of you. I LOVE you all.

Finally, i really want to thank Him. Thank Him for his strength and wisedom. I thank GB who has brought me nearer to Him. I thank the officier who has guided me and give me the support. I thank everybody who help me along my GB years. THANK YOU!

"skip" school again

YO! Yes, i did not go to school today AGAIN. You know something? When you are young, you will loves to go to school. Cause there are friends, teacher and at least you need not stay at home and do nothing. But when you are older, you will rather stay at home and do NOTHING. so ironic! Anyway, my age is catching up on me, so i will rather stay at home and do nothing.

My mother thought that i am seriously sick so she insists that i must go see doctor. So, i decided to go polyclinic and buy the cheapest MC for the day. My mother is also sick so we went together. And why is she sick? Cause my DEAREST younger sister went home so so late yesterday that my mother locked her outside our house. After locking her outside our house, she scolded her like mad! After that scolding, she was not feeling well. I waited for FOUR hours just for one MC. WOW! I should spend that four hours sleeping.

I am now deciding whether i should go and take my physics practical tomorrow at the lab. However, i got practice for skipping. What should i do? Aiya, should think of that tomorrow. Anyway all the works that we are doing now, are not counted for Mid-year. So, practically i am slacking but teacher sherry seems to be pushing me. I already started to revise but only for science. XD

The thought for today:

Ignore that 我们结婚吧！

It is just that this is the best pic that i can find for 晴天娃娃。

希望每個人心中都有個地方可以掛一個晴天娃娃.

每天都是晴天~ 每個人都很開心

In case someBODY says that it is too cheem for her to understand:

晴天娃娃 is a doll which represent cloudy day or sunny day. Therefore, it is my prayer that everyone in the world to have 晴天娃娃 in their heart. So that every time when we faced problems or trial, the doll will serve and clear the dark clouds from our heart. When everyday is a sunny day, everybody will be very happy. XD

　晴天娃娃

（演唱：江语晨）
　　曲：周杰伦 词：周杰伦
　　门外的桂花香 飘进我的书桌前
　　我知道该起床 妈再给我两分钟
　　拉开了窗帘 怎么是下雨天
　　把吐司咬碎碎 喂我的狗叫MIKAI
　　哥哥说你猜猜 今天为什么下雨
　　原来MIKAI把晴天娃娃吃了
　　我讨厌下雨天 亲爱的你快出现
　　不然我 就告诉妈咪你偷牵我的手
　　我喜欢夏天 你穿背心的感觉
　　每天 都想黏 都很甜
　　我讨厌下雨天 亲爱的你快出现
　　不然我 就告诉妈咪你偷牵我的手
　　我喜欢夏天 你穿背心的感觉
　　每天 都想黏 都很甜

new skin

MY NEW BLOGSKIN....

THANKS to SIPEI... WHO MADE THIS SKIN ( SO NICE )

Anyway, this post going to be very short cause i am so tired. I just finish my 3 Amath quiz and i am so tired after it. The parade went well even though it is so short. Ushering is OK. I love my new service comm ppl. Finally, my comm becomes bigger. But this only happens when i am leaving. SAD!!

However, it is the CLEAR UP part that make me crazy woman. I ran around and shout for the auntie. OH my! You should see my facial expression. After 20 mins, my comm finally finish the chairs. But people who remains to help me are my OLD comm member and shuying ( new comm) wei xin, felicia and fiona. Even not my comm people also come and help .. WHERE IS MY NEW COMM PPL!!!! Haiz... Haiz... I seriously dun kno wat to say. Good thing that i am retiring soon, the soon who going to take my position better be strict with them. OR ELSE .. she gonna cry soon. ( XD , say until so scary )

GOOD DAY!

( gonna help in sport day for crowd control ! )

Busy day, busy week , busy month, busy year = BUSY LIFE

busy busy

Things to do within my one hour:
1.
Praise & Worship God
(10 mins)
2.
Pray for myself
(10 mins)
3.
Pray for my family
(10 mins)
4.
Pray for my workplace/school
(10 mins)
5.
Pray for Singapore *
(10 mins)
6.
Pray for the nations *
(10 mins)

Argh! It's friday and i still manage to spend that one hour. ( Even i spend 45 mins yesterday, but that is with cell group.) I did not even finish my homework. How i wish i am given 25 hours, then at least i got one extra hour to sleep! XD

Thanks PPL ! I recover from my flu but for my throat.. I going to shi sheng soon! HAHA! Or, i am going to talk with my SEXY voice. HAHA! I cant wait for all my friends to hear my SEXY voice.

THINGS THAT COMING SOON INTO MY LIFE :

1.WEEK OF SANCTIFICATION
2. Performance for SPORT DAY
3. Sec 4 farewell
4. MID-YEAR exam

WOW! so many "exciting" things are going to happen next term. I cant "wait " for them. Anyway, i am going to be very busy soon. ( actually, i am very busy now already but ya... ) I think the main focus of my life should be at God. Sometimes, we are too carried away by things on earth that we forgot that we are suppose to focus on Him. Indeed, it was because of Him. That everything in my life changed.

Everything's changed

You ask me why
Why I'm so different
Why I'm not the same as everybody else
Well something changed It just happened
When I opened up my heart and let Him in Jesus came in he came into my life
And i know i never felt so good.
CauseEverything's changed

Everything is different
Everything's changed
Everything is different
Everything's changed
Everything is different
Everything's changed
Everything is different

Now You ask me how How I can be sure
How I know it's not just something else for fun
Cause He's so real So real in my life He picked me up and turned my universe around

Everything, everything, everything in my life's changed
Everything, everything, everything in my life's different

( I like this song a lot as it speaks a lot from my heart)

Flu+Sore Throat = FEVER

Flu + Sore Throat = FEVER

I am down with flu and my throat is in PAIN. I am feeling so bad that i want to blog about it. This is so bad! I am suppose to be in GB camp and now i am at home. Hope that they have fun! I want to go BOWLING!!! :(((((

Yesterday, i am slight fever. But for today, my temperature is slightly higher. It must be those mac food that i ate last night. XD I am like i should enjoy myself at home so my bro order mac. I ate it while ignoring the fact that i am down with sore throat. AND THEN... Here i am, with a slightly higher temperature. I missed my group so much... Rosso. Hope they miss me too!

Worst of all, i paid $20 for this camp and i get to eat the first day food only.!!!!! NVM. I am like trying to convience myself that the shirt cost $10 and that i am only wasting $5. How i wish i can ask them to do DA BAO for me... I bet they are having fun at the CSC. Wahhhhh!!!

Huling, do u miss me?

XD, Rosso, do u miss me?

I miss you all so much that i wanna to sleep. ( due to the medicine that i took just now )

no skool for me today

XD I DID NOT GO SCHOOL TODAY!! XD When the office people called and asked me why am i not in school, i said that i had muscle strain. That person is like WHAT!! HAHA! I think this is the wierdest reply she ever get.

My conversation between wanlin and i ( this will explain my REAL reason of not going to school)
WaNLiN says:
hello!
WaNLiN says:
y u never come to schl
Salmon.. says:
?
Salmon.. says:
cause i strain my muscle
Salmon.. says:
actually
WaNLiN says:
ok
WaNLiN says:
so noe ok le?
Salmon.. says:
partly because i didn do homework
Salmon.. says:
WaNLiN says:
dots
WaNLiN says:
u very wierd

HAHA!! I know many people are going to kill me soon. HAHA! Anyway, i want to say this aloud!

I PASS MY ENGLISH AND AMATH!!!
I FAIL MY BOTH SCIENCE!!!

Some people says i purposely fail. Actually, quite true. SO, pls let me drop to sub-science or you can see that i am going to fail my mid-year pure science for YOU!!

L L L

L changes the world !!! This movie is simply cool. I cried twice during the the movie. It is so touching and funny. XD Everyone should go and watch it. It worths the ticket price. XD Anyway, before the movie starts, there is this new movie which is called RULE #1 , starring shawn yue and fiona xie. It is a ghost/ horror movie. The trailer is about the four rules they have.

XD You should Emily's expression when they count down the rules. It is super funny. She is covering her eyes and ear in order not to hear anything. XD I definitely going to watch this movie and maybe i can pull her along. Then during the movie, i can watch all her funny expression. The movie will be funny ghost movie than scary ghost movie. HAHA!

Ya. I went with clique to watch the movie. I enjoyed myself as its good to go out with clique. They are a bunch of funny and caring people. AND this time, everyone wears a skirt or dress. Even isobel also wears a skirt. HAHA!

Last week, i am ah long for the week. I kept chasing people for money! It is not that they owe me money, they owe GB money. I chase them like mad, like write on their class board. I bet when they see me, they will run away especially the sec one. GB meeting is FUN, especially when you have no badgework to do. All the sec fours are like preparing for the farewell. I cant wait for the farewell. CANT WAIT. But i am not excited for the camp at all. Looking at the list of things that i need to bring, i feel like it is going to be another toture camp or something. However, jeannica says that there will be special programme. But i am still not excited for it.

Talking about farewell, yesterday is the Peer Lite Chinese New Year celebration. But i feel that it is like a farewell to the senior peer lite. Overall, its fun. My group kept gossiping about other things. HAHA! Juniors know about the school too! Anyway, thanks to Shuci and Crystal for your gift. I love it! My peer lite juniors ( whether from my group or not from my group ) You all can still come and look for me if you all need help ( whether in school work or others) kk?

TWO EXCITING EVENTS COMING UP:

1. GB camp/ FAREWELL

I am going to act as something green!!

2. Sports day

I am going to be part of the opening ceremony. Hope that i can still remenbers the SKILL! I am only SEC FOUR there. I feel olllllllllllllllllllllld!

CNY GB

Finally, after two weeks of running around and sleepless nights, the celebration is a SUCCESS. I hope the girls enjoy it. Service com, GREAT JOBS!!! Thanks for all your helps, if not for your helps, i do not think that the celebration will be success. THANK YOO!! Though the front part of the celebration is weird but i think overall everyone enjoyed themselves. At least i think so... I was told that i am too fierce at that celebration as in my face is very stern. Just to explain myself, I am just tooo OVERLY worry about the time and things to do. I have to repeat myself again and again."GB girls... GB girls..." I think last night i almost going to have a nightmare night of "GB girls.. GB girls..." HAHA!!

Anyway, I think CNY is the last event that i organised in my seconday years. I seriously love to be in my school and cca. They gave me so many chances to lead and organise events. Like as a SENIOR peer lite, i orgainse or being involved events for chinese new year (FIRST TIME) , sec one camp , peer lite training camp, prefect installation and of cours the sec one peer lite lesson. Being in the EXCOs, i get to be orderly of the meeting, organise games , intergeneration game with St lukes and even Chinese new year ( SECOND TIME ). I also go for a lot of competitions ( mostly CHINESE ) and even went to China and Cambodia with the school or cca. I thank God for putting me in this school. I never thought that i can do so many things within four years. The best things though out my four years is to know Him. Knowing Him is best gift that i received.

My sister asked me two days ago whether will i know the Lord if i am not in my current school. She thinks that i am influence my friends and hope that i will get baptise till i am 21. I thought it though within a minute. My definite answer is i know i am put into this school by Him. No one is anywhere by CHANCE, they are all there to complete His BIG BIG BIG PlAN. Therefore, i will always and forever believe and trust in Him. He is my Lord and my saviour my everything. Thank Him for giving me such WONDERFUL weather to bless the neighbour. Truly, He is the mighty God.

I am now full speed to o level. And deciding to drop my pure science. I am seriously not in love with science but in chinese.

My birthday 2008

My TWO birthday CAKES

MY BIRTHDAY IS TODAY!!!

THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Special thanks to :

1. God
2. My family who brought TWO cakes
3. My clique who gave me a "surprised" party
4. Teacher Sherry who gave me a present.
5. Sipei who made me a NICE handmade present.
6. Edna who sung me birthday song along the corridor.
7. People who wished me by SMS.
8. People who wished me by FRIENDSTER.
9. People who wished me by FACEBOOK.

Lastly but not really listed, MY CELL GROUP who celebrated with a week ago!!

This is seriously a mermorable birthday. With A math test and O level result released on the SAME day, i cannot forget my birthday at all. I scored A1 for my express chinese which is a surprise to me. I kept dreaming of me crying in the toliet over the result. FINALLY, i need not to be bother by that anymore. I am going to work VERY VERY hard for this o level and show that i am able to SCORE too! Anyway, most of my senior receives good news which is GOOD!! But this add on stress to us!!

The birthday party with clique is FUN! I guess wanlin should be send to some drama class first. Her face almost tells everything. I enjoyed myself with the creamy cake and everything. It is time when we realise that we are actually sec fours. Our only topic is like O LEVEL. Haha!!

My family members is super funny. They brought two cakes AT the SAME time. I had like four cakes for my birthday.One from my cell.. One from my clique and TWO from my family. We are laughing like mad! One is a mango cake and another is chocolate cake. Anyway, its the thought that count. Thanks to alll!!

God, i prayed as i am going though this year, i prayed for your presence to be with me. Give me strength and wisedom as i am going to do all the tests and exam. Teach me to love and forgive for the unseen challenges. I know Lord you had a plan for me. I will faithfully follow it. For i know there is nothing compare to you than your love! You are the ONE and mighty God which gives strength to the weak.

Thank you Lord for everything that you had gave me.

Amen.

cell with my bd

Today is seriously very busy. In A day, i went to about four different places. Travel by all sort of transport like MRT, Bus, Taxi and van. WOW! I must say that today, most of my time is spent on travelling.

Interesting things i did today...

1. I managed to attract auntie to buy my product.
2. I am early for tution and somebody is late
3. I stay in the library for one hours, reading chinese comic.
4. I celebrate my birthday with my cell!! EARLY one.. haha!
( Thanks to my dearest cell group. You all have just brighten up my life )
5. I brought something which worth $40 and i do not remenber what i buy.
6. I went home and decided not to bath. ( However, my mum nags UNTIL i bathe)

Thing that i am angry about..

Since you said you will wait, then why didn you wait. If you cant wait, then you should tell me. Why need to ask another person to tell mi? You are so irresponsible. All the promises are so empty. If you cant promise, then do not promise. Do not even give me hope at all. I will rather start with 0% of hope than 100% of hope. The thing is simply good. It is just that you do not understand. Easily distracted? I think the correct word should be you cannot focus! FINE! Leave me alone! I will not even to bother about you anymore too!

Thing that i am happy about...
I learnt more things today. The tongue is a powerful thing. We praise God with it and yet, we sin with it. So, people take note the words that come out of your mouth or even the thoughts on your head. For God is so mighty, that when He heard His love one hurting each other. He will be sad.

I celebrate my birthday early with my cell group. I think it suppose to be a surprise for me. I think.. But somehow i knew about it even before cell start. Anyway, Thanks for buying the cake for me. I love the cream and chocolate.

My birthday wishes...
I start to think about my birthday wishes when hwee asked me. At first, i thought of a lot of physical stuff like bag, wallet , handphone .. But later, i realise i did not really want them. What i want now, is a happy family. That is like my one and important hope that i want it. Of course, O levels is important. However, compared to national exam, my walk with God and my family, they are first on my list. Then, i thought of it, human are always like that. We spend so much time on working for thing which we will change it over a period of time. But we do not spend time on things that are limited. There is only ONE GOD. There is ONE pair of parent for us. ONE -> they are important. But we always neglect them and worked for other things.

Have you wake up one day and start to yourself what are you here for? If you are able to answer , good for you. If you are unable to answer, you should start to find your purpose of life. For me, i knew God put me there to serve a purpose. He plan everything for me. Therefore, my school result or my need , i need not worry for He will see it though. Praise to the faithful God.

However, just in case anybody, still not understand what i mean.. Then NVM!

Birthday wishes

NON-physcial

1. My family will be able to be happy again.
2. My parents will be able to recover as fast as possible.
3. I wants to be able to serve in God's organisation.
4. I wants to have a closer relationship with God.
5. I wants to go church every sunday.
6. I wants to ace my O level result.
7. I wants to recover from my skin illness and bone problem.
8. I wants to PRAISE the Lord.

PHYSCIAL
1. I wants a Nokia N95 or N76 phone.
2. I wants a crumpler bag.
3. I wants i pod nano.
4, I wants a new emily wallet.


tt all ...

Birthday in less than one week

I am having mixed feeling now. I am happy that my birthday is coming soon. However, i am not sure whether i want to celebrate it. My family told me to buy the cake myself. I am like WHAT! FINE! This year, must well dun celebrate my birthday...

ANGRY, SAD

SALMON DAY

I almost fell asleep during lesson. It is like my sitting area is very stuffy. So, in the afternoon, people who sit there tend to fell asleep. I almost fail my SPA test for physics. It is like 5/10- the result of just pass. Haha! I knew this will happen as i anyhow finish the work. I should spend more time for the next one which is tommorrow.

The first of the day is boring with all those lesson AND running. We are told to run to TEN rounds. After running that TEN rounds, many people are not feeling well. Some went home and some feel vomitting. Haiz! It is indeed good that God bless me with good stamina. I enjoyed emath a lot for this lesson as it is at computer lab. It is so COOL to have it there with all the air-con. We even get to go ace-learing website which is one website that i know it exist but i do not go one.

Next part of my day, i need to go and see doctor. YA! My skin condition. Same old story i hear from every doctor. But anyway, i am go for the National Skin Centre to treat. It is seriously painful to have such a dry skin. With all the wounds on my hands and leg, i looked very ugly. ( Even though i am very pretty in terms of look ... HAHA! )

After that, my sister who is back from aussie for vacation give me a treat at the ichiban. The newspaper gives high recommedation so we decide to see whether it is true. The result ... I do not really like food. Even though i ate a lot of salmon ( as usual ) , i still do not like it. There are many types of sushi there but haiz... The washabi is kind of sweet there. I try a mouthful of wasabi but it is not a SHOCK feeling that i used to get. SALMON is cool by the way.

I hope that CNY celebration for GB will went well. Service Com! JIA YOU!

NINE MORE DAYS!!!

CCA fair

School is seriously boring. Other than study, we only can RUN. My class runs about 12 rounds in our school track last week. I think it is about 2.4 km already. My leg is still aching. Haiz. I am getting older. ONE new thing i found is that, usually when you want to sleep in class is when the teacher is talking. However, if the teacher left and gives you time to sleep, you will tend to talk and is even more alert than just now. This is found out during and after social studies. Obiviously, i did not listen in lesson cause i want to sleep.

CCA fair is TODAY. HAHA! Finally, i found the use of excos, or should i say that use of senior. I mean the authority. The juniors seriously listen to you. HAHA! Anyway, i found out that the juniors are very enthu. They kept approaching the Sec ones, ( while i slack and give them all the files.) Even the sec two girls who are usually shy, they also make a effort to approach others. I felt very happy for them. At least i know that she dares to step forward. During roll call, squad one has no sl or asl. Then they looked me, i am like WHAT. I did not even the 21 thingy before. So, i just go forward and anyhow do. JUNIORS, pls do not follow me!!!

I finally get to drink apple soup. FINALLY. Can you believe it? Since sec ones, i did not get a chance to drink it. So, my last year what... I drank about THREE cups of it. HAHA! Hmm... To me, i think this year CCA fair is quite FUN. Maybe because this is my last year ba. HAHA

I want PEACE in my heart! in my FAMILY! in the WORLD!!

12 more days... to my important day... i am getting older ....

SKOOL

School has just started. Should i say YAY or HAIZ ? I like to see my friends but i do not like the fact that i am taking O level. Every teacher come into the class and says "Girls, its' time to be serious". Oh my! Do you know how stress it is? Even though the fact that there is no more homeroom system and we have our OWN classroom, but i still do not like school. I think the school somehow has stricter school rules for this year and the atmosphere is kind of wierd.

O level O level O level That is the only i have on my mind. I seriously need to plan a GOOD timetable and start to revise. YEAH! Finally, i going to have science tution. Elizabeth going to the same tution as me! I seriously all my hard work will paid off and i will be able to score for my exam.

Seriously, up to now, i still do not understand why that thing will happen. If only that thing did not happen, then my family members will not have to quarrel with each other almost everyday. Everyone of us have exam or project but we still need to help out in the family business. What can i say? If i say i have O level, my another sis will says she have her final year project. My another sis will say she have CCA. AND my another sis will says she have practical exam for university. I must say none of us wish that this thing will happen.

I do not know what is important in my life now? Family or Exam? I do not know at all. I just wish that thing will not happen. I always tell myself that things always happen because God has plan it. If this is part of the plan, i will go according to it. For the Lord will make a way for me, as He has a plan for my life. I just pray Lord that He will support me and my family though this diffcult time. For in His mighty strength, my family will grow stronger and nearer to each other.

Anyway, after a emo session for 15 mintues, i feel better now. Especially galz( wan lin, not my clique ) just cheer me up!! I like my countdown everyday. Today is 4 January 2008. SO, there is 20 more days!!! I just cant wait for that wonderful day. I hope that i will be able to hear good news for that week.

TWENTY MORE DAYS..........

I prefer presents which is NOT edible!! XD