life

this is a weird life.

this is a really weird life.

somehow you will gain something and lose something at the same time

why cant i have it both at the same time?

i know i am a greedy girl.

but what is wrong to have all my friends

i cant call all my friends everyday

i cant sms them and ask how are they do

i pray for them

i dun wan to lose them

but life is just like tt

i gain new friendship and lost the old one

is old not strong enough

or is it the new one needs too much effort to handle?

i can no longer control what is going in my life. though i knew i can mug now.

i will mug then.

i dun wan to care abt other stuff anymore.

i dun care.

i dun wan.

so pls dun disturb me!