haiz..

Didn update my blog for a very loooooooooooooooong time. So, i decided to update it today even though i am suppose to memorise my script.

By the way, qing shu is written by me and unknown is written by wanlin's friend. Hope you all like our poems! Though i still think mine not good enough, i will try harder then.

Super busy with PW. Other than PW, school is like nothing else to look forward to. Haiz.. You will know what i mean.

I decided to be truthful to myself. OK! You all are right. I still like him. So what? What else can i do? Stone, wait and confess? I want to do none of them. I will rather .... I also dun know. Haiz.. I am totally in confuse state now. There is nothing else i can do right?

I dun like to look at him from a distance.
I dun like to not to him.
I dun like to stare blankly at him.
I dun like to not care about him.
I dun like to ignore him.
I dun like to not talk about him.
I dun like to ...

LOL.. i think i am being too truthful liao. When people ask why i like him, i will just say i dun know. I really dun know why i like him. I only know i cant stop liking him. HAIZ..

Life is just so troublesome. There are things that u work hard for but you just cant get the result you want. I am a hardworking girl. I will try my best and grab hold of the things i believe in. However, things always turn up differently. I could not grab hold of everything. I only got two hands. When both hands are filled, i just couldnt hold any more things.

Maybe, this is just part of God's plan. He wants me to wait. I will wait then. For i know, God always has a better plan for me.

AND

I will WAIT..