OK~

HAHA~

I guess i am just being low low low~ for that few days!

SORRY~

Thanks darling~ Sorry that i made you worried for nothing.

I think there are just too many things that are on my mind.

Anyway,

block test result is back. Consultation and mugging session need to be on the right track. J1s are coming to floorball. With A division coming, i am going gaga soooon~

I just hope that i can handle all the stress and everything!

:)

why am i so sensitive?

Am i being over reactive?
Am i just too emotional?
OR i am just being irritating?

I really dun like it when you all call me names.
I really dun like it when you all comment on my stuff.
I really dun like it when no one listens to me.
I really dun like it when you all just walk away and leave me alone.

I know i am being demanding.
I am a spoiled child.
So?
Does that give you all the rights to comment or talk about me?

I really tried my best.
Taking your words as advice and try not to think of the negative side.

However, i CANNOT.

It just hurts my heart when i was left alone.
It just kills me when i know that i dun understand what are you all talking about.
It just irritates me when you all just call me names.

Maybe,
you all can take it.

But,
i can't.

I got a weak heart ever since that inccident happens.
I really dun like it!

You all are my best best friends. That why, I listened to all your words.
However,

all i need is just SUPPORT.

I got my life. I made my own decision. I am ok with you telling me your advice but PLEASE support me too.

I dun want to feel that i am like alone.

Feeling ridiculous?

I also think so.

Why do i still love you all when i dun like you all so much?
NAH..

That is why i love to keep things to myself.
So much to share but no one to listen.

HAIZ.

I am a weirdo.

Just accept it.

Feel like screaming into someone's face and slap it!
BUT I CANT~

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~