Wednesday, February 10, 2010

why am i so sensitive?

Am i being over reactive?
Am i just too emotional?
OR i am just being irritating?

I really dun like it when you all call me names.
I really dun like it when you all comment on my stuff.
I really dun like it when no one listens to me.
I really dun like it when you all just walk away and leave me alone.

I know i am being demanding.
I am a spoiled child.
So?
Does that give you all the rights to comment or talk about me?

I really tried my best.
Taking your words as advice and try not to think of the negative side.

However, i CANNOT.

It just hurts my heart when i was left alone.
It just kills me when i know that i dun understand what are you all talking about.
It just irritates me when you all just call me names.

Maybe,
you all can take it.

But,
i can't.

I got a weak heart ever since that inccident happens.
I really dun like it!

You all are my best best friends. That why, I listened to all your words.
However,

all i need is just SUPPORT.

I got my life. I made my own decision. I am ok with you telling me your advice but PLEASE support me too.

I dun want to feel that i am like alone.

Feeling ridiculous?

I also think so.

Why do i still love you all when i dun like you all so much?
NAH..

That is why i love to keep things to myself.
So much to share but no one to listen.

HAIZ.

I am a weirdo.

Just accept it.

Feel like screaming into someone's face and slap it!
BUT I CANT~

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

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