HAHA~
I am really happy today :D
Can you imagine all the studies and worries that i had for past few months are all GONE~ :D
HAPPY TTM!
I hope my skin will get better, though it is still very red. But, who cares? At least A level is over! Time to find job, prepare for prom and learn to drive... AND maybe find my prince too~ HAHA! Sounds like a despo but i guess my friends will understand me :D
I just wanna blog about my joys and my feelings today!
I am really glad to be in nyjc with this group of friends. They really taught me how to study and have fun at the same time. Now that i no need to sms them whether we are gonna study tmr, i kind of miss it. HAHA~ Even though there are much to look forward after A levels, but i really miss our mugging time :D those time that we crap and bully me :( HAHA~ (P.S : it doesnt mean that i enjoyed the bullying hor.. i am not like pervert or weirdo who enjoys being bullied.) looking at those books that are pilling on my table, it's time to THROW THEM AWAY :D Oh man~ it is gonna be fun to throw books :D
What do i want to say?
Well, i dun know whether i should say this or not.
But my friends should understand that i can't really keep sercet or things to myself. I mean i will still unfair for her but still agree with what you all said loh. I am confused. This is really difficult! I used to think that people are simple and actions are taken easily. This is the reason why i am shocked when you all kept saying that her actions are planned. Haiz.. Isnt leading that kind of life tough? I mean everyday, you woke up and tell yourself that you need to pretend to be somebody. TOUGH MAN! I will rather not wake up, cause i am so afriad that someone else will realise my true colour~ Leading that kind of life is fake, i dun really think anyone can survived with two faces everyday loh! In my heart, i truly pity you. BUT~ SORRRY~ I am still afraid of that awkward time! :(( I am really tired of holding your hand when everyone asks me to let go. I am so sorry!
Other than her, i wanna blog about someone else too. People from different world are hard to connect together. I understand, therefore i dun force it. Feelings are wierd to me. I dun think i really treasure it until i lose it. I like the feeling of being loved. I llke the feeling that someone cares for me. I like the feeling that someone thought for me. Sorry if i am being too selfish but i like the feeling that someone loves me more than i love that someone. So, i will move on to find someone who loves me more than i love that someone. HAHA~ it is kind of bad for that someone but i like it! HAHA~ Anyway, the main point is things that are not fated, will not be together.
你有没有试过一个人在夜里独自哭泣？
我试过。
你有没有曾被一个很爱很爱你的人抛弃？
我受伤过。
你有没有在无助的时候，躲在一个角落？
我害怕过。
因为，
拥有这些经验，
我担心，我犹豫，我胆小，
我不愿在被这样伤害了。
我的痛，
我的泪，
我的心，
你了解吗？
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