ok ... thought of this when i was on the bus. Ya.. when i was like thinking how many homeworks i need to do and other stuff need to be done. Someone said that i was very hateful. I dislike almost everyone in my life, while i am trying to change that. But this person who said this sentence hurts me alot. a lot. I start to think ..
will other people's life be better without me?
will they be happier?
will they have less people to dislike them ?
I do not have an answer for those questions but i did have some answers for this.
IF i am not born,
then my younger sis will be happier, as everyone will love her more. My grandma will not pick on her. My parents will not have stand with my god-parents. My parents need not spend a lot of money as i always the one in the whole family who need the most money. Maybe now, their life will be better off.
IF i am not in school,
then my friends will have peaceful school life. They need not hear all my talking. They need not take the stress that i giving them. They will enjoy their school life. They can have no worries. They need not take care of me. They need to do a lot of things as i am always the demanding one.
IF
IF
IF
IF only one day i can just disappear,
then i need to take all the stress,
need not care about what others think
need not worry about deadline
need not study
need not worry about passing the test
and IF possible
make everyone life better ..
wouldn that be nice??
haha .. such a lamer am i ... how can i just disappear? haha ... sure.. learn it from harry potter then ... XD impossible la ... all those things ... are just IF
tt all ...
( my life my God my self)
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