Thursday, July 12, 2007

why why

I am feeling very stressed now. NOW! Why? When i state a deadline, no one cares. Okay. Not really no one cares but... I do not what to say. I seriously do not want to continue my life with this kind of authority or maybe i am only at the starting point. Then, this is a bad start.

My sec 2's life is good, with no stress and able to do a lot of things that i wanted to do. My sec 3's life is good too, with strss and able to do a lot of things that i wanted to do.

Comparing my sec 2's life and sec 3's life.

Sec 2
1. know God ( my cell grp)
2. take leadership position in GB ( asl)
3. take leadership postion in school ( peer lite)
4. top 20 in my class ( 16 or 17 )
5. join chinese competitions ( win two awards)
6. able to blance my school life and family time ( i can sleep at ten thirty every night and still able to spend quatity time with my family)

YES !! I can sleep at ten thirty and NOW??

Sec 3 ( first half of the year cum first few weeks of term 3)
1. Grew closer to God ( going to do prayer point)
2. take leadership position in GB ( service head )
3. take leadership postion in school ( i am still a peer lite )
4. top 20 in my class ( totally fail in this section .. 34 .. SAD)
5. join chinese competition ( now i have three competition in a row . WOW )
6. able to balance my school life and family time ( the earliest time i slept is only eleven and now .. my family been complaining that i spend more time in school than home.)

OH MY!! What is going on?? Even though i met a lot of new friend and a lot of things happens. I still unable to accept these new things. EXCOS ?? What a nice for it, and what am i doing? NOTHING. Other than my own community project, i cannot do anything else. OK. Maybe this is not the right way to phrase it. I AM invloved in everthing physically but not metally. So what is the point to have the title and cannot really help in anything? I rather be the happiest GB gal than the sadiest Exco.

Someone tells me, this is just the beginning. Do no take the things hardly, as in, i can give up easily. Maybe, i should take one step from everything and get the new picture of everything. This takes time and TIME is all i need. Taken this from someone's webpage.

2 Thessalonians 3:3- But the Lord is faithful, and he will strengthen and protect you from the evil one.

Philippians 4:19- And my God will meet all your needs according to his glorious riches in Christ Jesus.

Isn't that great. That is a promise from God. God will meet all your needs. Maybe right now your thinking, God isn't meeting my need right now I'm really hurting right now and it seems like God doesn't care. There is an answer to this dilemma and it is found in


Mathew chapter 7 verses 7 and 8 where it says, "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened."

So do you need peace, ask God for peace. Need joy, ask God for joy. When you ask however remember these two things.

1) Pray according to God's will.

In James 4:3 it says, "When you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures.

2) Have faith in your prayer.

James 1:6 thru 8 says "But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. That man should not think he will receive anything from the Lord; he is a double-minded man, unstable in all he does." Remember these two things and you will receive all that you ask for. And when you do recieve remember to give the glory to God who answers all your prayers.

http://bigbadbubba.tripod.com/bible.htm

Life has to go on but now, as a child of God, i learnt to lean on Him.

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