pic pic

MY WOUND !!!
Tt time ... tt competition ... tt pic my emo -dog ... kick away all our shoes juz to get her emo-corner..
still emoing ...
i seriously studied ...


my two legs and one hand

this robot can dance !!
i am stil studying..
my piggy ..
my self-made sashimi XD
ENJOYIN every taste of the SALMON

tt all .....

stil got three more days to FREEDOM...

Yo!!! ppl ... SUFFERING FROM DEPRESSION NOW .. for a few simple reason ..





1. EXAM ... confirm goin to FAIL .. ( canno finish geo and ss at ALL)


2. CHURCH CAMP or CAMBODIA MISSION TRIP ( stil dun kno what to choose at all .... )


3. SCOLDED BY PPL ( stil suffering from trauma)


4. I HATE RESPONSIBILITY !!! ( very contracting ... last time i love to be part of everything ... now .. i only want to escape... escape to somewhere .. where i will not get scolding at all .. and got no one to blame for anything )





YA .. for these reason, i am suffering from depression. I do not understand , why , no matter how much effort i put into the work , no thing, NOTHING , is being appreciated ?? WHY ? I am just too depress now. Then, i should not have do anything.





Anyway, latest update on my wound .. It is recovering. The dry up parts are dropping off by itself. SO good !! I still got three more days to finish my exam ..YEAH ! Then i should play like mad and then face the music. XD !





Picture means a thousand words ... show you all some picture ( include my wounds ones ! )

me and my rabbit..
goin to KISS
all my salmon plates ... XD


hmm.. wat shld i choose ? ( of cours is SALMON)

( i dun think i can take in anymore stress. those ppl just dun wan me to get in anything. then why should i make my life terrible by forcing myself to be in the circle. they just dun wan to accept anyone that is not in their clique. ) ( they dun seem to accept me as part of them anymore. it is just tt i didn go and eat with them . Muz tt be a big mistake of my life ? i reali like them and want to be best of friend. but i cant . after three years with them , it is stil a fact that i am not from that pri skool) ( dun put high hopes on mi , i canno tak it . EXPECTATION is zero to me. my skins are suffering everytime i think abt jobs. if this continue , i will rather die than continue my life in this manner ) ( STUDYING STUDYING ... is tt what i can do .. anyway, i cannot even studying . i am so useless. cannot do well in studies and cca . even with relationship . i canno handle at all . wat wrong with me? am i falling apart? )

bad bad day

This week suppose to be a mugging week. Yes, i am mugging but for today, it will be the worst day.

First thing-

last night i am having stomache. It continue til this morning. At first, i dun want to go out and study. But i have already promise my younger sister. So, i end up forcing myself to go out.

BAD THING -1

Second thing-

i need to wait for my sister. She misplace her phone yesterday. So, she went back to school to get her phone. My parents CALLED my phone FIFTEEN times, just to ask for her. TO ASK FOR HER LEI. How about my stomache? I think my heart is aching loh. Anyway, my parents are so irritated that my mum called me to scold her. She is like scolding and scolding to me. I am like HELLO ? I am shuwen, not bao yuan.

BAD THINGS - 2

Third thing-

I fell down on the road. Thanks God that there is no car at that point of time. Or else i am going to die loh. What happened? I thought that my sister is so kind to ask me where to cross the road. So i said that i want to use the traffic light. She did not listen to me and ran across the road. AND THEN, the fatal accident happened. As a RESPONSIBLE sister, i ran after her and fell down IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD. This is the second time in this year that i felt this way. The first time is trip over my DOG. OH MY !! Then , blooding kept flowing. I thought i going to die cause i never see myself bleed so badly before. I CRIED all the way and kept blaming my sister for running across the road.

BAD THINGS- 3

Anyway, i took a few pictures of my wound. ( i never bleed so much before)

My left leg...


My right hand ....

My left hand

My right hand with an open wound ... no blood but the pain is worst than the leg..


THE END

I still need to study..

Trust in the Lord

I MUZ trust in the Lord. I hope that the st Luke home thing will go well smoothly. There are a lot of things going on, Like exam, event ... Haiz... Even though i kept telling myself to look at the positive side, that everything will go well. But i am still not believing in it.

I got back almost all my test. While ... Manage to pass most of them. Even for chemistry. Its like i got 23/50 ... she gave me only 13/50 .. She dun feel wierd that why i did so badly? WEIRD. A lot of people failed the test but she still says that it is a easy test. A TEST OF COMMON SENSE.

Anyway, I should work hard for the next two weeks. I believe and trust in the Lord, that as long i worked hard , He will multiply my strength and wisedom that i will be able to PASS all the tests with flying colour.

YES LORD.

I will answer to your call. I will follow your plan.

ExAM eXam

I am not going online for another THREE DAYS. Haha! I need to study for my test la. Talking about that, i have not been study for test. I am like sleeping for the whole day. I think i am going to fail my Term 3 even though i have tution.

Never mind. Dun worry BE HAPPY. BE positive at ALL times. If i fail, i fail. I pass, i pass. (Quoted from Queen Esther )All i need to do is to TRY MY BEST. Haha!

After common tests, will be my BIG project of the year ----- St Luke Home. Oh my !! HAHA !! I think i will pass ALL my jobs to other people. I should sit there and slack.

Got nothing interesting nowadays, so should end now !!

the busy day i had

Today is the national day parade. Actually, half way though i wanted to faint, but in the end, i did not. Why? I am too slow to decide where and when to faint that after i decide, is march off. Haha! Anyway, the best of the concert is the community singing. We are super ethu! Jumping around, dancing around like some crazy people. Maybe it is because that is our first national day concert.

Finally, i finished with all the DV xiao yuan stuff. Now, to the final stage, EDITING. Oh my! These few days, i do not like the school day is school day. I am like running around to shoot. Haha! So, if you ask me, what have i learnt these few day, it will be nothing.

Yesterday, went for my FIRST tution. It was fun. I like to disturb sipei. She was like trying to do her composition and i am catching her attention. It was until the teacher says that we are left with 30 mins. Then, i start to crap my composition. Anyway, now , i clearer about A math. At least, i cleared all my wrong concept about it. Haha!

I think i am a random queen. I just type anything that came to my mind. Oh ya ! I lead in prayer point. It is my second time. Hmm... I think i still need to improve a lot and add the prayer point at the song sheet. Other than that, i am ok ba ? If i am not wrong.

My sister is using the net too long. I just talked to her and she is like shouting at me. I should tell my dad later. Actually is not tell, is complain. XD

LAST TOPIC for this post, is about the one that i had previously. I think i sound too emo. THAT what i am----- the emotional gal. Anyway, for those who are worrying anything about me, thanks for your concern. I am OK except the fact that i am irritated by my sister now. ( i am talking about the younger one) But, i am still upset that my clique did not care about it. HAHA! Maybe i am just not their concern.

( As a child of God, my life is always be lead by Him)

What if i die, no longer where i am

ok ... thought of this when i was on the bus. Ya.. when i was like thinking how many homeworks i need to do and other stuff need to be done. Someone said that i was very hateful. I dislike almost everyone in my life, while i am trying to change that. But this person who said this sentence hurts me alot. a lot. I start to think ..
will other people's life be better without me?
will they be happier?
will they have less people to dislike them ?

I do not have an answer for those questions but i did have some answers for this.

IF i am not born,
then my younger sis will be happier, as everyone will love her more. My grandma will not pick on her. My parents will not have stand with my god-parents. My parents need not spend a lot of money as i always the one in the whole family who need the most money. Maybe now, their life will be better off.

IF i am not in school,
then my friends will have peaceful school life. They need not hear all my talking. They need not take the stress that i giving them. They will enjoy their school life. They can have no worries. They need not take care of me. They need to do a lot of things as i am always the demanding one.

IF
IF
IF

IF only one day i can just disappear,
then i need to take all the stress,
need not care about what others think
need not worry about deadline
need not study
need not worry about passing the test
and IF possible
make everyone life better ..

wouldn that be nice??

haha .. such a lamer am i ... how can i just disappear? haha ... sure.. learn it from harry potter then ... XD impossible la ... all those things ... are just IF


tt all ...

( my life my God my self)

sick day

Yo ppl! I am sick again. HAHA! Ok,i know what are you thinking. I am perfectly fine yesterday but sick today. How can it be? This is due to sleepless nightS and PW. I only get to sleep 5 hours daily, of course, after 5 days, i am sick.

Anyway, i promise that i will put up picture of elizabeth-the bear. XD ... She is suppose to be in my living room, but due to the fur, i have to shift it to outside. But my father wrapped it with Plastic bag and put it in my living again. XD so funny!! I also put up other photos to clear my phone mermory.
My brother singing ... forgot what song is he singing
My sis parade ... she is one of the member at tat band
Wanted to take a closer look .. but cant ... phone too .. haiz
ZI LIAN ... haha ... taken at sakae sushi ...
Lost in East Coast... XD
Random Pic done by SIS
The cross which saved us ..
Random pic !!


Another pic of Elizabeth
My piggo!
A Good day at vivo city

My Painting !! I did it when i am in primary six. Pretty rite?

My money baby!! My best friend gave it to me as a christmas gift.

Elizabeth with sunglasses



haha.. I took this photo one month ago. XD Doing flagday for GB and Yong-en

tt all ... stil got more ... but will do it the nx time ...

why why

I am feeling very stressed now. NOW! Why? When i state a deadline, no one cares. Okay. Not really no one cares but... I do not what to say. I seriously do not want to continue my life with this kind of authority or maybe i am only at the starting point. Then, this is a bad start.

My sec 2's life is good, with no stress and able to do a lot of things that i wanted to do. My sec 3's life is good too, with strss and able to do a lot of things that i wanted to do.

Comparing my sec 2's life and sec 3's life.

Sec 2
1. know God ( my cell grp)
2. take leadership position in GB ( asl)
3. take leadership postion in school ( peer lite)
4. top 20 in my class ( 16 or 17 )
5. join chinese competitions ( win two awards)
6. able to blance my school life and family time ( i can sleep at ten thirty every night and still able to spend quatity time with my family)

YES !! I can sleep at ten thirty and NOW??

Sec 3 ( first half of the year cum first few weeks of term 3)
1. Grew closer to God ( going to do prayer point)
2. take leadership position in GB ( service head )
3. take leadership postion in school ( i am still a peer lite )
4. top 20 in my class ( totally fail in this section .. 34 .. SAD)
5. join chinese competition ( now i have three competition in a row . WOW )
6. able to balance my school life and family time ( the earliest time i slept is only eleven and now .. my family been complaining that i spend more time in school than home.)

OH MY!! What is going on?? Even though i met a lot of new friend and a lot of things happens. I still unable to accept these new things. EXCOS ?? What a nice for it, and what am i doing? NOTHING. Other than my own community project, i cannot do anything else. OK. Maybe this is not the right way to phrase it. I AM invloved in everthing physically but not metally. So what is the point to have the title and cannot really help in anything? I rather be the happiest GB gal than the sadiest Exco.

Someone tells me, this is just the beginning. Do no take the things hardly, as in, i can give up easily. Maybe, i should take one step from everything and get the new picture of everything. This takes time and TIME is all i need. Taken this from someone's webpage.

2 Thessalonians 3:3- But the Lord is faithful, and he will strengthen and protect you from the evil one.

Philippians 4:19- And my God will meet all your needs according to his glorious riches in Christ Jesus.

Isn't that great. That is a promise from God. God will meet all your needs. Maybe right now your thinking, God isn't meeting my need right now I'm really hurting right now and it seems like God doesn't care. There is an answer to this dilemma and it is found in

Mathew chapter 7 verses 7 and 8 where it says, "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened."

So do you need peace, ask God for peace. Need joy, ask God for joy. When you ask however remember these two things.

1) Pray according to God's will.

In James 4:3 it says, "When you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures.

2) Have faith in your prayer.

James 1:6 thru 8 says "But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. That man should not think he will receive anything from the Lord; he is a double-minded man, unstable in all he does." Remember these two things and you will receive all that you ask for. And when you do recieve remember to give the glory to God who answers all your prayers.

http://bigbadbubba.tripod.com/bible.htm

Life has to go on but now, as a child of God, i learnt to lean on Him.

wat game is this ...

Kena sabo into this 'Tag-Game"! All the instruction and everything is from EMILY ... as she is the one who sabo me.



Each player shall start by sharing 6 weird things about themselves.They will then tag 6 new players. And these 6 people who're tagged, will write a new entry and giving 6 weird things about themselves. And the game shall carry on ...6



Weird things about myself:



1. I love to talk to myself XD for no reason.

2. Even though i know that my singing is not very good, i love to sing to myself.

3. I am a SALMON feak .. haha I can eat 13 plates of salmon sushi XD

4. I am also a fan of Emily the strange... many ppl find it wierd

5. I called myself emo but actually i am not really emo .. i FOUND out that other ppl are more emo than mi ...

6. I got a bunch of wierd friends ... lik the one who asked me to play this game ...

AND NOW ...

is my turn to sabo ppl .. haha ...

1. Shi Min:)
2. Si Pei:)
3. Sharlene:)
4. Zhen Yi:)
5. Jodie:)
6. my SISter bao bao :)

haha .. good luck to those ppl ... XD

haha ,,, survey

DID this survey ... haha ... copied from someone else blog ...

1. Are you smiling?
why should i smile? no reason and nothing to be happy about.
2. When is the last time you met someone new?
hmmm... shld be yesterday... if i am not wrong ... forgot the name liao ... cuz mermory too small.
3. What is irritating you right now?
hmm... tat irritating music tt is playin now ... PLS STOP IT!!
4. When did you last eat pizza?
last sun, my sis and bro lose the bet. therefore they brought pizza and KFC.
5. Do you drink beer?
drank once... dislike tt feelin
6. Do you have any friends who are famous?
no ... but i know that i am famous. XD so now my friend is famous because of mi ... haha ....
7. Are you any good at poker?
no .. haha... always lose .. SAD
8. What do you want?
I WANT I WANT .... to many things ... haha ...
9. Are you tired?
i juz said abt it in my previous post.
10. Last spoken words you heard?
hmm... ask my sis to come down to buy mac
11. Have you ever kissed anyone named John?
no ... but i think emily DID ... haha
12. Besides your bed, what is your favorite thing in your room?
ALL MY SOFT TOYS .. XD
13. Pepsi or Coke?
hmm... tough ... coke is better but pepsi is sweeter ... so ok with both
14. Did you ever throw up?
as in wat .. i vomit a lot of times before
15. Did you ever throw up while kissing someone?
gosh. that's GROSS but NO.
16. Who is the last person you hugged?
my mum... she say that i am too stink ... so i hugged her ... so let her smell mi ..
18. Are you restless?
YA
19. Is your computer a laptop?
shld b ... i usin laptop now ... my hse now got 3 laptop ... two desktop ... and despit of the fact that we have so many com ... we are still fightin to use it daily ...
20. Are you allowed to stay up later than 10pm on a weeknight?
Ya... but i muz take afternooon nap b4 tt...
21. How many xanga views do you have?
none.
22. Want to be a princess?
a princess ? i am alread .. haha .. God's children
23. Do you believe dreams come true?
but only when we work hard and pray hard for it ...
24. Last song you heard?
na nv hai by huang yi da .. oh my ... is so nice ... I believe , i believe
25. Do you like Batman?
i dun lik any super heros
26. Who is in the room with you?
my younger sis who is singin song to herself.
28. Who's house did you go to last night?
my hse la
29. Who was the last person you told you love them?
zhenyi ... she waited for mi ...
30. What was the last thing you ate?
long john sliver ....
32. What is the closest item near you that is blue?
the tissue box
33. What are you wearing on your feet?
i am like at home...
34. What instant messaging service do you use?
msn.
35. What is your favorite website?
MY BLOG and a criminal webiste
36.What are your fav. pair of shoes?
none ... i wear shoes that match my clothes...
37. What do you wear more, jeans or sweatpants?
can i say FBT ... i recently been wearin tt
38. What is the last movie you watched?
dong hai zhan ( the lengend of the sea)
39. What do you currently hear right now?
music.
40. When did you last buy a new pair of pants?
i brought a dress yesterday but not pants
41. When did you last take a shower?
juz now loh
42. Where is your favorite place to be?
home.
44. Where is your mom?
AT home loh
45. Where do you sleep?
on my BED
46. Where do you shop the most?
shoppin mall ... and during GSS period ... XD
47. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
dun rmb lei... it juz happened to be there ..
48. Are you happy with where you live?
ok la ... it will be better ... if it is near my skool
49. Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
no ... the intend to cheat us is alread bad ....
50. Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
hmmm... see how
51. Have you ever talked about marriage with someone before?
with my sis ... haha ..
52. Do you want someone you can't have?
?? dun reall get it
53 Do you believe love at first sight exists?
TOTALLY YES .. but i not the one who will hav
54.Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
haha ... dun kno .. depend is which kind...
55.Do you believe that you can change someone?
YES .... i changed my dog ... from a greedy one to a even more greedy one ... so y not human ...
56.Would you consider engaged or marriage right after school?
NO WAY .... i still wan my LIFE ... haha

finally finish ... haha

jogathan + gb outin

totally tired now ... came up with this study time-table .... but didn really follow ... haha ... anywa ... part of the plan is to write proper blog ... as in dun dots so much... and write in proper English ... ya ... haha ... so if you find out that i didn dots ... dun suffer from shocks .... XD

Today was very tiring, even though i did not run the 3.5km. It's a good thing that i did not run. Why? I did not even have any energy to do so. Anyway, i did enjoy the time sitting at the stone table, watching them run. Haha ! But it does not means that i have a easy job to do. I need to collate the runner, their timing and houses. Sometimes, i will be to busy to write their tag number that i forgot about their house. Thanks to esther, wei kee and one teacher that i am still able to cope with the chaos.

After that, we were actually suppose to go for lunch. But it started to drag and drag due to some matters, therefore we were the latest to go for lunch. To cut the long story short, GB outing is kind of FUN!! For me, i could just slack there and si pei can do all things. Haha! Please do not say that i bully her. I am just ... hmm .. letting her to do the things that she normally did not do. While waiting for the group to come, there were this tourist who was having a heart failure. I wanted to help as i did the first aid course. ( even though i still did not get my certificate yet) Anyway, i did help by giving them advice to make the patient feels better. Cool right? I know ! XD

haha .. back to my own style ... i will try to adapt to my new style ... but pls support mi ... kkk ....

realise wat is it

went skippin today ... haiz ... junior qi fu wo ....call mi spongebob .... haha .... still got other names ... but dun kno how to spell ... i think blossy is even worse ... she is called patrick ... haha ... and ah lian ... XD ... then later went shoppin wit her ... not reall shoppin .... window ba ... haha .... so funny .... then went hm to sleep for a while ... then went to tp ... to eat ice cream ..... haha ... sian mu rite ... i kno .... XD

movie

sad la... wasted my eight dollars and watched a stupid show .......... haha ... why cant i watch some good movies for this holiday ... haiz .... class outin is ok ... got to kno more abt my classmate ... haha ... hav a bbq ... XD ... ya .. then something happened yesterday too ... so ya .... XD .... dun wan to say la .... XD ....

first church camp

haha... juz come back from church camp .... haha ... so FUN .... a lot of first times ................ and made a lot of friends ....too bad ... zhen yi and hui ling cant go ... they cant join in the FUN!!

ALL MY FIRST TIME (S)

1. this is my FIRST church camp
XD ... fun .... cause all my camps for this year are lik leadership camp .... so sianz .... so CHURCH is FUN ............ XD ............. and it is rather slackin .... as everyone walks slowly .... and programme time are lik long ... so can slack ..... XD

2. this is my FIRST time to worship God for so long
as in ... i think we worship him for lik more than 5 hours .. not continually la .... XD ... but i loves it ... as i got to kno more abt Him and sings praises to Him .... YEAH

3. this is my FIRST to confirm that i love Him
ok ... you mayb thinkin y ... i kno .... i kno ... my love for Him last time ... is lik doubt but love ...... so NOW .... tt moment i prayed and tells Him that i will not doubt Him ... and i will LOVE Him forever .......

4. this is my FIRST time receivin gift from Him
ok ... we are doin tis topic abt receivin gift from Him .... so all the mentos ... come to pray for us ... ya ... ok ... i dun kno how to spell that word ... it got the meanin of receivin holy spirit in you ... than u kind of faint one .... ya ..... tt y ... its my first time .... ya .... and i think God has given me courage ... to speak to other abt Him .... YES ...

5. this is my FIRST time eatin curry ...
haiz ... force to eat loh ... drink two cups of drink bcuz of tt ... haha .... actually it is not hot at all ... but i only realise it when i am goin to finish it .... XD

NEW STUFF FROM the CAMP

1. ISOBEL
haha.... guess wat ... something happened to her ... ok .... XD ..... abt a guy and her ... wan to kno more ... ask ME ....

2. GRACE
nv know tt she is so high .... XD ... first time ..... i kno ... anywa she is one of the new friend tt i met ....

3. hui peng
she very quiet and gentle ... but a GREAT friend .... as she takes care of us ....

4. tessa
a junior who bully senior ....haha ... no la .... juz jokin .... XD..... but she is a nice gal la .....

5. canny ( hopes tt i spell her name correctly)
a PL gal .... play the bass .... XD ... so cool rite ... unlike mi ... but i am also very cool.... she also my grp leader

6. soo yang ( hopes tt i spell his name correctly)
my grp leader .... haha... very carin ... but very blur .... XD ... sorry la .... cuz we always play the "missing" game .... tt y ....

7. soo boon ( hopes tt i spell his correctly too)
ya ... nice guy ... who offered to help my A maths ... yeah .. for FREE .... XD .... anywa.... mayb my A math will improve .... XD

8. another group of galz in my grp
XD .... all of us r lik super SHY .... XD .... but they are supre friendly.... help u whenever u need ....

haha ... ya ... tt all for the camp ... lOVE the amazing race .... its lik so real ... XD ..... ya ... love everything ... and want to go again for such camp ...

first aid cours

hope tt tml i will pass .... so tt i will be a first aider ..... haha... then i can start to save ppl .... anywa ... will update abt it the next time ... taken tis quiz from senior ...

I WANT: to have a nice holidays .. new handphone, mp3 and almost everything la ....
I HATE: the fact tt tml got exam ... other than ..hmm.. i am quite happy with my life .. other the fact tt i need to study and take test ...
I REGRET: not eatin salmon for tis week ..haiz ... goin to
I LOVE: SALMON !!! of cours la ... all time favo ... but of cours God is always first in my heart but salmon is first in my mouth...

WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF...
RYAN: nothing .... haha... dun kno anyone of tt
JOHN: EMILY .... y ... those who know shld laugh now ... XD anywa .... ya ...
SCOTT: nothing ... but if it is scout ... it wil remind mi of TKAM
KENNY: nothing again .... but if it is J ... it will remind mi jenny ... which remind me of sec 4 farewell ....

IN THE LAST FEW DAYS, HAVE YOU...CRIED? hmm.... not sure ... i think i am goin to cry when i watch 200 pounds movie .... but didn ... hahaz so dun kno
HELPED SOMEONE? shld b ... XD .... ohoh ... i help to do CPR .... so good rite ... to a dummy ... XD
GOTTEN SICK? Yes.... i got sore throat for a week liao ....
GONE OUT TO THE MOVIES? YA!! on sun .... watched sherk 3 wit liying ....
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? hmm... goin to ...
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? haha ... i think i said tt .... but is to ME .... XD
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? I don't think so.... haha .. dun even write ...
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? Does this count? .... XD
WOULD YOU EVER...
1. EAT A BUG? mayb .. if i am playin survivor .... then mayb i will TRY
2. BUNGEE JUMP? i WANT to
3. REVERSE SLIDE? ?? ... wats ttt??
4. KILL SOMEONE? physically .... no .... metally .. mayb .... XD ....
5. WALK ON HOT COALS? NO WAY !! unless for charity ....
6. GO OUT TO EAT WITH A COMPLETE STRANGER?NO ... but mayb goin to have one soon ...
7. GO OUT W/ SOMEONE FOR THEIR REPUTATION? NO !! haha .. for wat ..
9. PURPOSELY HURT SOMEONE? I've done it before.... haha .... for fun la
10. RUN A RED LIGHT? ya .... did it this morning ...
11. WOULD YOU DYE YOUR HAIR BLUE? not blue .. mayb other colours ...
12. MAKE SOMEONE CRY? ya ... cuz i tooo pretty ..... so ppl start to cry loh ... haha .. so sad ....
13. STAY UP ALL THROUGH THE NIGHT? ya .... almos everyday..

THE LAST PERSON WHO...
1. SLEPT ON THE SAME BED WITH YOU? my favo dolls XD .. if u count tt as human ... haha ... though it is in the shape of dragon ...
2. SAW YOU CRY? i dun kno ... but ... mayb ... dun kno ....
4. WENT TO THE MOVIES WITH? LIYING ....
5. LAST PERSON YOU WENT FOR DINNER WITH? FAMILY .... if i am not wrong
6. THAT CALLED: haha .. dun rmb ... stm wat ....
DO YOU PREFER
1. FLOWERS OR CANDY? BOTH! haha ... greed rite
2. GREY OR BLACK? BLACK is cool .... emily the strange wat ....
3. COLOUR OR BLACK? Huh? Depends on what la....
4. SUNRISE OR SUNSET? Sunrise... cuz it is a new start of the day .....
5. STAYING UP LATE OR WAKING UP EARLY? Staying up late! XD cuz i am ye mao jia zu ....... so cool rite. ....


i am FINALLY done ......... yeah .... can sleep lei....

finally i wan to blog

haha ... dear reader ... thank you for waitin ... i kno you all are waitin for my post .. haha ... dun wan to mak you all wait too long ... therefore i shld blog ... and guess y am i bloggin now ... cuz ... i .. haha ... may need to go toliet anytime therefore .. i muz REST today them study TML ...

i had four camp tis year and goin to hav my fifth ....
1. sec1 gb camp
2. sec 3 camp
3. sec1 camp
4. GB camp

and goin to ....
5. SUPERSTAR camp

haha... so many camps ..... XD and ya

Sec 1 camp
i will juz say the interestin facts will do ...

1. the sec 1 are so guai!!!
haha.. juz jokin ... most of them will come and ask mi .. and some say i evil ... wat wrong wit askin them to clear up ... haha ... anywa ... most of them to respect the senior la ...

2. for two nights slept less than 10 hours
haha .. after debrief ... bathe ... then sleep .... then wake up .. earlier for the sec one .... haha ... not more than 10 hours for that three days ... but stil have energy for the sec one as they are so enthu ...

3. the sec one loves mi XD
haha ... cuz i very pretty ... no reali la ... waitin for them at the little india station for so long.. so when they came ... i want them to do one cheer for mi loh .... XD ... for MI only .... haha ... anywa i think most of them do not lik mi ... cuz i kept givin them black face ....

4. i made NEW friends
not only sec one ... but sec three ... haha ... cuz all of us needs to communicate with each other ... so we kept playin with each other .... and became so close .... haha .... ALL 50 of us ..... so cool rite ... .i kno i kno ....

5. i learnt how to organise a camp
those little detail tt i nv think of for a camp... alll came up ... so fun ... love to do camp now ... even though it is tiring .... but love the proces ending and the thre days ... most sec one enjoy it .... love to see their faces with a smile ... YEAH ...


tt all for sec one ... company camp now
again the interestin fact only

1. i am YOUNG galz
XD .. cuz i kept mixin around with sec one and two ... XD ... i am so young ... but joyln kept callin mi ah ma .... sad .... or mayb she is juz jealous tt i look younger than her... haha. ... cant help it ...

2. touture camp?
haha ... only for sec one and two.... sec three are lik enjoyin themself..cuz they toture when we are sellin flags ... haha.. lucky for us

3. i LOVE to sell flag
oh my ... is lik so fun ... you get to meet different ppl .. but stand under the sun .... but stil love it .. haha ... i kno y i am in service com liao... cuz .. i love to servve .... haha

4. i PASS my drill test
XD ... no need to repeat ... first time take ... first time pass ... so my drill is still not so bad la .... haha ... but sad thing ... canno take stage 3 ... haha ....

tt all for company camp .... and sec four farewelll ...

1. sec one did well for their performance ....
so cool rite. ... they finally rmb wat shimin and i said .... shimin and i are lik so high for them ..... ya ...

2. i CRIED
not bcuz i am sad but bcuz jenny is so funny.... and miss koh thought tt i am sad .... haha ... anywa the sec three kno tt i laugh until i cry ... haha ...

3. SERVICE com ROX
cuz we did a puzzle for ex com head ... not together but ... ya ... anywa... she is touched .. i am even more touched ... spendin more than 5 hours on tt five hundred pieces ... i am so cool too

4. juz realise tt i am OLD ... sob* sob*
nx year is my turn.... so sad ... but hope to receive many presents from a LOT of ppl ... haha .. but i dun wan to be OLD ....

tt all ppl ... lazy to blog more ... XD .... and i wan to say

EVEN THOUGH THE WHOLE WORLD DUN LOVE YOU ....
BUT I LOVE YOU WILL DO ....
HAHA
IF YOU ARE TOUCH BY THIS
TELL MI
CUZ
I WILL BE
VERY HAPPY
TO LOVE YOU!!!!

lazy boob

lalala.... aiya ... lazy to blog wat ........... too many camp liao ............ will blog abt them sooon ........................ XD

haha...... tired liao .... camp is ok ..... dun reall LOVE it .... but like it ........... anywa ... it lik pri 5 camp ....except the fact that i climb to the TOP of the rock climb .... haha ...so fun .......... canno believe i DID it .... with God protectin me and giving me strength ....... i can do ALL things ....ya .... fun .... made a lot of new friends.... actually not friends ... but darlings ... haha .... kind of miss them now ..... my darling ESTHER ... my darling MABEL ..... and my darling JOEY ..... so cool rite ............ XD ..... so fun ............. but now left with a lot admin stuff to do ... tml stil need to go skool ............. but FUN .. test is OVER ... and holidays are COMIN ... so ya .... haha

yo ........... long time ......... since i last blog ......... haiz ............ with all the camps and exam .......... i seriously got a lot of things to do !! ....... oh ya ............ two weeks ago .......... they announced the position............ haha ............ and ......... i .......... am ........... the service com head and guess wat the nx week i am the orderly NCO .......... i seriously spoil the whole roll call thing with all my weird command and funny marching ......... haha .......... i dun feel lik doin it again ............. XD ......... anyway .......... three CAMPS .......... for three WEEKS ............. haha ......... gonna be crazy for that ............ and juz finish my exam .......... hopeless to pass them ......... seriously dun understand .......... its lik b4 tt ........... still can do the questions ............. but after that ...........my mind WENT blank.......... haha ....... dun kno how to do liao .......... anywa ............ ya ......... FAILING ........... again ........... but you see .......... i have to do what i can do ............ therefore let God do the work now ........... YEAH ........... ok .......... tt all for today !